suddenly feel like writing something in here.
okok..first i guess i have to clarify something - those pictures are the most deceiving pictures ever. black is the most deceiving colour ever. i am F.A.T. and after prom i have been so stressed with school and stuff, well yeah but i think it's just that i like food too much. i eat so much and snack so much, so now i have gained so much weight AGAIN and gosh i'm feeling so gross and fat. eww. i hate myself, but nothing can stop me from eating. any tips for me to eat less?????? how can i stop eating desserts? how can i stop snacking? eek. why do i have to like eating so much! i'm such a pig. ROAR. i hate myself being like that.
exactly 1 month till graduation - man that's really scary. really scary. while it's exciting to go back to hk, it's really sad to even think about leaving BSS. especially the people. the atmosphere. the school. well that's basically everything. sigh. and some of you may know i'm still deciding whether i should go to the UK or stay in Canada for uni - (well right now i have a feeling that i'll be going to the UK, but i'm still not 100% sure). so i'm kind of preoccupied these days.
well - now to something really random, but also this something is one of the reasons as to why i like BSS so much
1) ok probably i have a tendency of opening my mouth even when i don't speak. (well - not really actually. i think that only occurs occasionally.) anyways. so my English teacher Ms Bower pointed at my mouth a few days ago (well that was Thursday i think) and i was like "what?" and she said, "close your mouth or else you'll have a fly in your mouth!" i was like "oops!" yeah that was random but she always teases me and she even said that i'm an instigator and always talk in class. YEAH RIGHT. (hey btw did i talk a lot in class back in MSS? hmmm i don't really remember. although i did recall that jing jing, jojo, cora and I were the QUEENS OF CHATTERLAND in Johncock's class - wow that seemed such a long time ago! haha i like the fact that we kept on chatting and ignoring him in class but then he could do nothing about it haha)
2) so i'm an ambassador of the school this year and last tuesday night i received an email and it was about the transition evening for new parents the next day and they desperately needed ambassadors to help out. and so i decided to help out since i would be in school anyway. and after the event i got a card the next day from Ms Scandrett specially thanking me for helping out. isn't that s-weet?
BSS has the SWEETEST people ever. but i guess i should stop writing because (a) probably you guys are dozing off right now / have stopped reading already and (b) i'll write more when it's closer to the time when i really have to leave!
P.S. i'm actually jealous that people are going to some place called THAILAND soon! have fun guys! | 
