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  • Currently Listening
    10,000 Days
    By Tool
    The Pot
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    in water so deep

    I'm so annoyed with everything right now. Well actually I am not however to some extent I really don't know what I am feeling. I am so tired of trying to make everyone have a grand old time at prom in my group that I forget to include myself. I made sure that the limo was going to be at my house at 5. I am really not allowing any time for me time tomorrow. I have my hair appointment early as all hell. I have my nail appointment later then that. Plus I have to find transportation for people to my house before the limo. Why does everything have to be so crazy.

    Today was my LAST spirit day of my high school carreer and it honestly made me very sad. I did get involved in the senior culture and bought one of the senior shirts. No one can say I never supported the class of 2008. Which reminds me that graduation is right around the corner. Damn 13 years of the high school drama only to not have a single full summer off before college. Sometimes I wonder if I have a mental illness that causes me to not think clearly. Hmm I guess that is normal.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    E. Von Dahl Killed the Locals
    By The Matches
    Track 11
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    Partylite.

    Tonight was my starter show so that I could start my Party Lite business and get my starter kit. It is supposed to teach new consultants what is it like to play hostess for a show and give them a chance to relax before having to get up in front of people and try to sell product. I made enough in sales to get my starter kit which is amazing. I also booked another show so that I can start to sell as soon as possible. I also got accepted into both MIAD and AI - Schaumburg. I am going to Schaumburg...but that is for another blog. Anyways like I was saying. It was my starter show and my mom knew that I was not going to have enough people to get me my kit so she invited people from work and I invited my friends and their families. I was all excited because my friends where going to see what I would be doing on the side during college and I thought they would be excited. None of them even showed up. To make matters worse. No one even told me (if I got a hold of them at all) they were not going to come. After they told me they would. It was sheer ridiculousness. I felt so unwanted. I actually pulled over to the side of the road and cried for five minutes because I felt so betrayed. It was pathetic. I am beyond pissed off at some of my friends right now that it makes me what to scream and lock myself in my room. I'm not in a good mood right now.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

  • Currently Reading
    The Harlequin (Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter, Book 15)
    By Laurell K. Hamilton
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    I'm so different...

    Today I was looking back at my freshman year in high school. Everything seemed so overwhelming then and college seemed so far away. Knowing what I know now I don't really think it would have changed me except for taking more classes in areas I loved but thats it. I realized when I got up today that I had just been accepted into college. It is still unofficial however I am not worried. Everything is kosher and I really need to get going on student loan applications, FAFSA, scholarships, and grants<<<<(I totally will not apply for student grants though). For some reason everything is just working itself out except for the money. Who knows maybe I will get my dad's truck when I go off to college. That would be funny as all hell. Why did I even stress myself out when it was obvious that I didn't need to maybe I should just listen to people every once and a great while. Just hope the money will be decent. I mean I love the school it is a perfect fit for me and uggh it is just amazing. The best part is yet to come.

    I should start in July instead of traditional September which would be great because then I will finish my degree in 3 years. Bachelor of Fine Arts <--- Digital Photography here i come...

    Illinois better be ready for me to shake it up!


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