| Have you ever been in a stage in your life where you just feel like all of your goals are gone? I think I've pretty much reached that destination. I have two offers for internships this summer and maybe more on the way and I'm almost positive I will be studying in London this summer but none of this really seems to matter. All the things that happen in my life just seem to marginally amuse me and then I just go back to feeling neutral or nothing at all. I don't know what it is and I don't know how to fix it. I mean it's not that I feel bad, I love getting these job offers and going to London will be a blast but none of these really provides me with an ultimate destination.
I mean is the only thing I've accomplished in life getting into Notre Dame?
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| It's summer time bitches! |
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| So school is almost done but my gpa has been shot to hell. Oh well, bring on the summer.
Speaking of the summer. Guess who has an internship this summer? That's right, me.
So this weekend is Easter weekend and I plan on doing next to nothing besides hanging out outside. But on Saturday, me and the infamous Johnny Damon will be heading to Chicago to hang out with the Shinnick clan. And then on Monday, I will be watching the mighty Kansas City Royals take on the World Champion Chicago White Sox. Hopefully they can come away with a win.
Happy Easter |
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| It sucks when you find the good things in life, only to have them taken away and then thrown back into your face unintentionally. You want that feeling back and everything to be "right" again but you know that it's done and over with. The world's turning and I'm 18 years old. I'm legally an adult. Right now I could be over in Iraq with Robert or already working in some other countires. I can still remember my childhood and not remembering where I was going to go to high school, let alone college. With that I leave you some Oasis.
I don't wanna be there when your, coming down, I
don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right. |
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| Well it looks like I will be coming home for Spring Break this year. My plans seem to have fallen through, so the easiest thing for me to do is just to come home. Hopefully Spring Break will be fun and relaxing.
This week is going to suck. I have a test, a paper, and hw all due Thursday. So if I don't talk to you for a while I'm sorry.
Someone once said you have to fight for what you believe in. Well this summer I sure as hell am going to fight for it. I know this is what I want and need, so everyone better watch out. I'm tired of seeing my life pass me by and its time for a change. |
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