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| FRAT PARTAY!! go TKE! i love u guys! | | |
| from great friends, to nothing at all.
i was totally blown off. why? why does it seem that people come to me when they have problems, and totally blow me off when everything is back on track. its nice to have you as a friend bud, thanx. the sad thing, is you probably wont ever read this, but for what its worth, you really hurt me yesterday.
either way, ill hear from you one day when you need me, as you have in the past, and i will help you again, when things are spinning out of control. and you will thank me, and love me for that 24 hour period, if im lucky, maybe that whole week.
even tho ill see you around campus...you wont see me. go coogs...
ANYWAYS, back to my normal shit problems, im still having an ok week. college is fun,
but im still kinda in a state of sadness. its funny actually. i always give myself pity, and romantasize my life. but hey, im a scorpio, so thats a given 
even after all my daily problems, and the prior events of the week, i find solace in my friends. playing bball, pool, whatever keeps my mind off shit.
one more thing, MUSIC is a powerful presence in my life. im so edgy now, that it makes me think. lol, Audioslave is great, they help me with blowing off important shit, but then other songs come on the radio, and im so distrought, so full of pain.
anyways, yesterday i heard about the luckiest guy in the world. what he has will never make him feel as i do at this moment. ill leave it at that guys, later.
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
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| man, like drew said, this was the best summer ever. period.
Especially the concert we had at my house. Everything about the night felt so right. Rocking barebacked to close the summer off with my bros; mars,drew, and rick aka "ff". hanging with my gals Karla and Leah b4 college happens to us. being SEEEAN and having fun with all the elkins band kids for maybe the last time in the near future (Yall are so cool). just being a carefree, chillaxed, teenager, having good clean fun with strobes, disco lights, darkness, and cover songs. it was great. thanx rick for paying for the pizza and being our go-to man for random shit, and thanx everyone for coming, it was a great close to a great summer, on such short notice, lol.
thanx everyone for makin this happen, especially Leah and Karla, it wouldnt have been the same without you guys, even tho Karla stayed like 20 minutes, it was fun. thanx for drivin way the hell out to the MO- 281. (ok, ghetto) glad no one got lost...cough..cough..
aight people, later for now, comment damnit!! 
-shawn | | |
| hey yall, i need a haircut..(random) WHOA college starts in a couple of weeks, and im still so immature! well, watch out UH, kid on campus, lol.
man, the other day i went to the movies and saw The Island, must say, it was great, especially cuz the whole day was random. Like 2 hours b4 the movie starts, i call my buds Leah and Luis and see if they wanna chill. so it ends up all working out, and i get to see my fwends again, and then as we walk out of the theatre, who do we see but none other than mr Raffi, lol. so after the car trouble..(cough cough), and my car was working, we hung out the whole night and cruised town with ms. Julie. we ate at dennys, the whole deal, it was pretty cool seing everyone again.
to all my friends, i love yall so much, thanx for memories in the past, present and future, ill cheerish them always..(ok mushy gooshy) lol, later buds
shawn (not seeeeen) | | |
| sup people, dayyyum, long time i havent updated, like 6 months or something. lots of things goin on esp recently, so let me list a couple of things that have happened this month.
1. My dad got married (i give him props and congrats, hope everything works out) the wedding was small and romantic, go lovebirds!
2. the house is done!! wooooo! go house people! we are bout to move in soon, so housewarming party for everyone!!
3. the breakup
4. my cuz is in town! yay! im really gonna miss her when she goes back to trinidad, my number 1 snugglebuddie...dont leave me
5. basicly notheing else, except my little everyday random cool routines
6. COLLEGE class of '09 GO COOOGS!
7. I GOT A TICKET!!! damn racist cop, its cuz im indian....or my speeding, im not sure yet, my court date is freaking on monday b4 astroworld
i guess the only other thing is the whole me being bummed out about people who arent goin to uh with me. First my brother Drew, but he'll join us next yr, and espescially my two buds goin to hbu. imma have to definately keep in touch with them, and keep memories of [insert name] concerts and trading shoes in physics  , alive with me always. lol.
well i updated, so there, lol please leave me comments, cuz im a loser and i need something non-educational to read, lol.
ASTROWORLD ON MONDAY call meh for the details 
p.s. gosta to shout out to my bud leah, she gave me a holla on her xanga, so must holla back!! (hbu... ) j/k
laters
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