So due to recent events, i have decided to update my xanga. Somtimes in class i sit there and wonder what happened to the days when we could just go home and play with our friends on school afternoons, the days when the biggest problem with anyone was them stealing your spot or cutting in line.  I somtimes wish i could go back in time to when i was five or six. Life was so easy and i didnt have to worry about grades, or friends, or boys.  I mean in almost a year i will be graduating and be considered an adult by the country.  That is really scary to me.  I dont know where i want to go to college or what i really want to do with my life and the fact that most of my friends and i probably wont end up at the same school or even in the same state also scares me and makes me sad. 

Also, thinking back on the days when the biggest secret we kept was that so and so had a little crush on the cute boy in class.  Now, i have noticed that i keep a lot of stuff inside and dont really tell a lot of people what is really bothering me. Right now life is good but i know that some of my friends really need friends but none of truly open up with each other and that makes me sad.  I mean i hope all of my friends know taht i am always here for them but i sometimes wonder if they know that or not.  I *heart* all of my friends!!!  Enough rambling...on to precal homework, which might be the worst thing ever!!!!

What are you? Answer every question with an "X" for yes, or leave it blank for no. Whatever you get the most of in a catigory, that is what you are. If you decided to repost this subject this in what you are.

-Goth--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[ ] most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[ ] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 1

--Punk--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[] Do you wear Band t-shirts
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 2

--Prep--
[x] Do you say the word "like"?
[x] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[x] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[x] Is the only nerd you like Seth Cohen?
[x] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want a little dog?
Total X: 7

--Hippie--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[ ] Do you think war is unneccesary?
[ ] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
Total X: 1

--Gangsta--
[] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros? --
[] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total X: 2

--Emo-
[ ]Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[ ] Do people not understand you?
[ ] you write your own poems?
[ ] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[ ] Do you cut your hair?
[ ] Are you lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song?
Total X: 2

--Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 2

--Geek-
[ ] Do you wear glasses?
[x ] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on?
[x ] Do you look forward to going to school
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[] Do you play video games?
Total X: 3

1* Kindergarten teacher's name: Mrs. Huard
2* Last word you said: okay

3* Last song you sang: hmmm....something in the car on the way to applebee's today

4* Last person you hugged: dont remember

5* Last thing you laughed at: my dad calling my brother names

6* Last time you said I dont remember: prolly something with math...or something i forgot to do...

7* Last time you cried: i dont remember

*PRESENT*

9* What color socks are you wearing:one is white and green..the other is white and pink
10* What's under your bed: random stuff...and blind boxes

11* What time did you wake up today: 6:03

12* Current taste: gum

13* Current hair: down

15* Current annoyance: the fact that i should prolly be studying

16* Current longing: no more high school ever

17* Current desktop background: some random thing my dad has on it

18* Current worry: getting into college

19* Current hate: nothing i can think of

20* Current favorite article of clothing: a hoodie...

21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: prolly hair or something random...

22* Last CD that you listened to: maroon 5

23* Favorite place to be: my bed or with friends

24* Least favorite place: any place i am alone...except my bed...
25* Time you wake up in the morning: 6:00

26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play? anything really

27* Favorite color: pink and baby blue
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: yea

29* How tall are you: 5'9"ish

30* Current favorite word/saying: most def.

31* Favorite book: anything nicholas sparks or dan brown
32* Favorite season: hmm...fall b/c of football

33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to again: hmmm...prolly my grandma

*FUTURE*

35* Where do you want to go for university?: UGA

37* How many kids do you want: 3+ =
*HAVE YOU EVER...*

39* Said "I love you" and meant it: no (going on the assumption that we aren't referring to family/friends)

40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: no...

41* Been to New York: no

42* Been to Florida: yes

43* Been to California: yes

44* Been to Hawaii: yes

45* Been to Mexico: yes

46* Been to China: nope....and i dont want to...

48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:no...i dont remember my dreams


*RANDOM*

52* Do you have a crush on someone: not at the moment

53* What book are you reading now? Leap of Faith by Danielle Steel...

54* Worst feeling in the world: either being alone...or disappointing my parents

55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?why does school start so early...

56* How many rings before you answer: it depends on if i like them or not...

57* Future daughter's name: Kiersten

58* Future son's name: cooper and cole

59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yep and a squishy pillow

60* If you could have any job you wanted: i dont know

61* Wish you were here: anyplace where i didnt have to go to school

62* College plans: hopefully UGA, then law school...

63* Piercings:only one hole in each ear

*THE EXTRA STUFF*

64* Do you sleepwalk: i used to

65* Favorite Drink: water, sweet tea, cherry coke, and mr.pibb

67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: aussie

68* What are you most scared of: being alone

69* What clothes do you sleep in: pajama pants...longsleeve t-shirts...and sometimes a sweatshirt

70* Who is the last person that called you: my sister

71*Where do you want to get married: in a church... or on a beach

72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: too many things to discuss
73* Who do you really hate: no one

74* Been In Love: nope

75* Are you timely or fashionably late: most of the time i am early

76* Do you have a job: nope

77* Do you like being around people: heck yes! I love it!

78* Best feeling in the world: i don't really know

79* Are you for world peace: i think that it is a nice concept but it is never going to happen

80* Are you a health freak: not really

81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: no

82* Do you want someone you don't have? the guy i will marry but done know right now

83* Are you lonely right now: no i am pretty content in my life right now

84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: sometimes...but then i decide that i will join a convent and life will be okay

85* Do you want to get married: yes ma'am

90* Sang: yah!

91* Said I Love You: yep, to my familia

92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yep, and i did!

93* Met Someone: not new

94* Moved On: no

95* Talked To Someone: yea

96* Had A Serious Talk: today at lunch we discussed gay people and abortion...it was really enlightening

97* Missed Someone: my sister

That was fun and kept me from studying for my finals....

Currently Reading At First Sight By Nicholas Sparks see related

So it has been a while since i have updated...but  nothing much is going on in my life.  Life is pretty good. Thanksgiving is next week. The only downside to my life is what happened on saturday.  I will not go into detail b/c it hurts too much to talk about it...but if you want to know then you can ask me and i will tell you...Other than that, my life is good.

I am reading the new Nicholas Sparks book which is a sequel to another of his books. It is a really good book that is about how to trust someone and some of the problems that people go through in life.  As dumb as it sounds, i think that i can somewhat relate to the book.  Sure the girl in the book is pregnant ( i am not) she is married (i am not) and she is like 30 (again i am not) but she and her husband have problems trusting each other.  I have a problem with trusting people in general and i dont really know why..i mean i have never had a tramatic event happen to me or anything but i think i am a cycin when it comes to other people.  I dont really know why..i think it has to do maybe with the fact that i have seen some of the problems when you trust someone too much..but then again i should jsut get over it and move on.

This is a rambling entry but i figured i havent updated in a while so what the hay...hmmm...other than that, i think i am done...that was enjoyable