| wow. alls i can say rite now is i have the BEST friends in the world rite now. and they make me so happy. i just want to cry really. i dont know. i just dont want to leave them.
and i talked to my mom tonite and she just opened my eyes to things. I just feel like i could be soo much closer with God right now and Im just making up all these excuses. and ive been worried about all these small things lately. but my mom told me back when she was my age she thought she would never get ot the age she was now....and here she is. so she told me to savor every moment, and live my life for God. because my life will go by so fast, and one day I will stand before God and I will think to myself, out of all the things I worried about, what did i really do for God?
and like. highschool just makes things so over dramatized. with boyfriends, and the fights that we all go through. but if im living for Christ, those things shouldnt affect me. because in the end they wont matter.
i dont know. just some things i have been thinking about lately
so i just need some prayer right now. |
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| wow. it is SO cold and windy and snowy out today it makes me sick. like literally. i am not feeling well again. i have an awful headache and i dont know...just....ick.
thank God i dont have too much homework tonite. the load isnt too bad. but maybe thats because im forgetting something or procrastinating. eh. thats me alright.
so yah. im pretty sure me and allison are going to start a xanga togethor and write a story....oh dear....this should be quite fun and interesting indeed. stay tuned for more information!!
out,
Emily  (i would do the kissy one but i have mono...dont want any rumors started now do we  ) |
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| NEBRASKA 30 - COLORADO 3
EAT IT!
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| Welp.....
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!
Now That THATS over with... 
I have been having the strangest thoughts lately......so my brother came into town yesterday.......and let me just say he has a good taste in girls. all of his girlfriends that he has had that i know of were very nice and pretty etc......but randomly today he said this one girl was hott that i wouldnt even imagine to be hott.......but the thing was she was tiny. ya know, tiny petite girl. so then i thought......so guys only think small girls are hot. (i know, its being unfair to guys, but really...) but then i thought of somebody else...shes not the smallest person....actually a little bit bigger...but she is soo darn pretty! and she has a bf too.....
so rite now im just like......idk. confused. i think its just a whole weight issue with me right now. i know im not fat...but when my brother says this one girl is hott who is smaller it does make me feel fat, no matter what people say...yet when i think of this OTHER person who is a little bit bigger but pretty...idk. its just messing with my mind!! ggrr
*sighs* sometimes i just HATE being a girl |
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| EDIT: well today went better then planned....But I still feel sick.  I'm just gonna drug up on pills today so that I'm better for the next couple of days! Cant be sick over school break! Newho.
But yah, i'm pretty sure me and allison had pretty fun the last 10 minutes of school we practically named every line from "Charlie and the chocolate factory"........the bestest movie ever.
"Good Morning SunStar...The Earth Says, Hello..." "Hello, my name is willy wonka.and welcome to the chocolate factory. i will now shake you by hand..." "that would make you their...*long pause*...parents....moms and dads........papa.......?" "hehe, you're really weird..." "i love grapes..."
AA. i just LOVE that movie.
Anyhow, leave comments pweaz.....and luv ya alllll!
Emily
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