Welp.....
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

Now That THATS over with...

I have been having the strangest thoughts lately......so my brother came into town yesterday.......and let me just say he has a good taste in girls. all of his girlfriends that he has had that i know of were very nice and pretty etc......but randomly today he said this one girl was hott that i wouldnt even imagine to be hott.......but the thing was she was tiny. ya know, tiny petite girl. so then i thought......so guys only think small girls are hot. (i know, its being unfair to guys, but really...) but then i thought of somebody else...shes not the smallest person....actually a little bit bigger...but she is soo darn pretty! and she has a bf too.....

so rite now im just like......idk. confused. i think its just a whole weight issue with me right now. i know im not fat...but when my brother says this one girl is hott who is smaller it does make me feel fat, no matter what people say...yet when i think of this OTHER person who is a little bit bigger but pretty...idk. its just messing with my mind!! ggrr

*sighs* sometimes i just HATE being a girl