| Wow, I haven't wrote in xanga for a while. Since I just finished taking an exam, I"m going to take a rest before studying for another exam. How things have changed in a year. I have many different friends since college started. I found someone that cares for me. Just a few days ago was our 4th months together. He is a really good guy exactly what I want in a guy. He has some flaws here and there but hey no one is perfect. I like his flaws too. hehhe.
I feel like I've changed since the beginning of college. I say things and do things that people didn't think I would as the old me. Well, things change over time and opinions of it change as I was in the siutation.
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| Hi people,
I'm never in my own dorm anymore. >< I'm always at davidson studying. I'm studying here whether you people think i am or not. XD. I can't really stay in Mattia cuz there are soo many distractions. I tend to talk to my lovely roomie when I"m at my dorm so I don't get anything done. Also, I'm online chatting half of the time i'm doing work so that doesn't help. When I"m at Davidson it is quite and i don't have access to internet unless I really need it so I can concentrate on my work. YAY. haah XD. Also, I get more done here than any place else. In Mattia people just visit like every other half hour and I can't do that. >< I need like quite time for at least a few hours to do my work. haha I found it in Davidson. YAY.
So I exploded on my dad the other day. Frist time I screamed at him. O.O Well, I got what I wanted. I've always wanted to tell him what's been on my mind for quite a few years. I've fought for my indepedence. YAY. haahh XD. I cried of course. Talking to my dad like that always makes me cry. >< I think i cried out of frustration. Frustration that he doesn't understand what is going on with my classes and how I'm trying to get things go as they plan but sometimes they just don't go the way you want them to go. So yeah. hahah XD. He interfers when he doesn't undrestand. He shouldn't yell at me if he doesn't understand. He should talk to me nicely so I can explain but when he "talks" to me I feel like i"m being yelled at and I can't explain it calmly so I just don't bother talking. >< yeah, i bottle emoitions. Most of the times they are in check but they explode sometimes. I've been having lots of stress so it exploded on wednesday night. hehehe. I feel so much better now. =)
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