God is holy.

I want to strive for that too.

But it will never be enough.

But that's no reason to give up, ever.

So I think I'm gonna try a little harder.

And a little more consistently.

And keep my focus a little more often.

That's what I want at least.

To be holy, like He is holy.

The chief end of God is to glorify God

and enjoy himself forever.

Currently Listening 9 By Damien Rice see related

This is me, now.

I feel like writing in here, I feel like writing in general.

Life is pretty good, the circumstances at the moment are pretty sweet, what I add to them isn't incredibly great, I'm kind of boring lately, at least to myself I am.

I guess I just get too caught up in certain little things that run around and around my head.

I don't feel ready to teach this wednesday, if anyone reads this could you pray for me for that?

For some reason I hate sleep at night but I love it in the morning.

Today my favorite band is Coldplay, and my favorite instrument the piano.

I don't think I'll miss schoolwork all summer, but I miss 6th period already.

Nobody said it was easy.

Yea, that was a Coldplay line, but also how I feel lately.

I want to be in a sweet band and go on tours and make amazing music and not have to work.

I kind of feel like being a hippy sometimes, but without the drugs, sex, and communal living.

I guess I don't really want to be a hippy.

Most of the time when I'm laughing I would just rather be serious.

Most of the time I would just rather be serious.

I could probably be a lot better at things if I took my time.

I hate taking my time on things, or paying attention to detail.

I would rather be some sort of artist than any other profession.

I wish I would step aside more often and let myself see others.

I wish I would step aside more often and let myself admire God.

I don't understand why I usually choose what I do.

I love imperfections in people, probably more than anything else I can think of at the moment

I will never understand a lot of things, but that makes me feel really good for some reason.

Writing like this felt really good.

I'm sure it bettered my health somehow.

I know reading this won't feel at all the same for you as me.

But I hope it feels just as good, just different.

Currently Listening The Anatomy of the Tongue in Cheek By Relient K see related

If you could put together a dream team of 5 bands to perform for you and friends, who would they be?

It was the xanga featured question or whatever, finally one that i felt like answering.

1.) Anberlin - favorite band

2.) Jeff Buckley - favorite song (hallelujah)

3.) Relient K - every song

4.) Red Hot Chili Peppers - old school, and for Ryan

5.) Queen - classic

and just for fun, if they could only play one song each it would go:

Hello Alone

Hallelujah

For the Moments I Feel Faint

Otherside

Don't Stop Me Now