lol i updated like 20 minutes ago .. so read that yesterdays thing too .....

T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f . . .
- Name: kendra
- Birthplace: silvis illinois
- B-day Month: November
- Current Location: clinton iowa
- Eye color: blue
- Hair color: brown
- Height: 5 foot ......
- Righty or Lefty: righty
- Zodiac sign: scorpio
- Your heritage: god i dont even know
- Shoes you wore today: flip flops
- Your weakness: my inability to say NO
- Your strengths: i think reallll quick under pressure .. n it's all real accurate like if u thought it out for a long time
- Your fears: losing someone i love .. dying alone n just getting old n dying slowly in differnet stages...
- Your perfect pizza: a regular pizza?
- Goal you'd like to achieve: not let the little things that piss me off easily get in the way of me n john
- Your thoughts first waking up: if i lay here for like 5 more minutes .. i should b fine .. i wont over sleep .. i'll just keep thinkin bout stuff..try and keep myself away ... n ps .. if u wanna know .. i fell back asleep for an hour
- Your bedtime: i dont have one ofthose ne more
- Your most missed memory: last year .. everything was different .. more care free ya know?
- Pepsi or coke: diet pepsi vanilla
- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds if i must choose
- Single or Group dates: depends .. but both r good
- Best friends: uhm .. idk .. i dont really pick "best" friends .. friends r friends .. but theres ppl that i always talk to more .. like .. lindsay .. er brianna er breanna! she helped me when i was doown .. uhm .. david er john ..kinda matt? lol i'm gettin confused again
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: john
- Adidas or Nike: nike
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: lipton
- Chocolate or Vanilla: mm vanilla
- Cappuccino or Coffee: ..cappuccino
- Smoke: .. not ne more .. but i used to weed
- Cuss: fa sho
- Take a shower everyday: twice a day
- Do you think you've been in love: i know i am .. i realllllly do
- Want to go to college: yeah
- Have a crush: no
- Like(d) high school: yeah i'm likin it
- Want to get married: yeah
- Believe in yourself: most the time
- Get motion sickness: on the river
- Think you're attractive: ehh .. not particularly
- Think you're a health freak: not really ..
- Get along with your parent(s): god no
- Like thunderstorms: yeah at night
- Play an instrument: no
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: egypt n europe

I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: yes and it was awesome as fuck!!! .. i had fun ahhh
- Smoked: not in the past month ef no
- Done a drug: nope
- Had sex: yes
- Made out: yeah
- Gone on a date: no not really?
- Gone to the mall: yeah
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: frick no
- Eaten sushi: nope
- Been on stage: no
- Been dumped:  ..yeah
- Made homemade cookies: no
- Gone skinnydipping: no
- Dyed your hair: no
- Stolen anything: yes

H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: just between me n john .. oh but yeah i have actually played strip poker
- If so, was it mixed company: i'm not sure what that means but i think it's either boys n girls .. er else ppl other then family .. so either way yeah
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: firck yes
- Been caught, you know: lmao .. yeah i have
- Been called a tease: yeah
- Gotten beaten up: helll no
- Shoplifted: no
- Changed who you were to fit in: nope
- Age you hope to be married: 20ish
- Described your dream wedding: i dont even know yet
- Thought about how you want to die: no

G u r l / G u y | s t u f f . . .
(change gender depending on sex)
- Best eye color: it doesn't matter
- Best hair color: god i dont care honestly .. but like all the guys i've liked .. except 2 have had like blonde er light hair
- Short or long hair: dude .. most of em have had that shaggy skater hair cut thingy
- Height: like 5 foot 6 er more ..
- Best weight: depends if he's gunna b muscular er not .. n depends on his height n all that
- Best articles of clothing: i love boxers .. how the rim hangs out a lil more over the pants  
- Best first date location: their house
- Best first kiss location: uhm their house ..er mine if my folks rn't home

I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
- # of drugs taken illegally: 3?
- # of people I could trust with my life: 4 mayb? .. john .. lindsay .. brianna n david
- # of CDs that i own: before the fbi shredding thing .. like 70s .. now .. 40s?
- # of piercings: 2
- # of tattoos: none ... but speakn of ... johns getting one n i think it's sweet what he's doing ..
- # of scars on my body: like 25?

S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? normally whatevers in the shower .. but i've had my own fer a long whiel now .. n it's dove n garnier fructise
- What are you most scared of? losing john .. n being "just friends" .. i know we would b .. but .. i dotn wanna b friends with him
- What are you listening to right now? oh yeah! ..big tymers
- Who is the last person that called you? mm heather

- How many buddies are online right now? ...35
- How many are away: 15
- What would you change about yourself? my hair

F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: oooh light colors .. er just the pretty colors .. not the dark ones n the really ugly ones .. iiiiidk what the eff i'm talkn bout
- Food: lasaugna!
- Boy's name(s): idk
- Girl's name(s): idk
- Subject(s) in school: geometry er english .. omfg my english class is seriously fucking hilarious n i'm not kidding .. theres never a moment we dont make funo f the teacher n she knows were doing it . lmao just yesterday she handed us a cross word to do n told us if we lose it we have to give her a dime for a new copy ... lmao a dime!! thats a drug term .. if u didnt know....so yeah it was funny
- Animal(s): cats er heifers .. er camels n donkeys er a platapus
- Sport(s): OH OH OH! track n cross country mainly .. but i do soccer n basketball too

H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? frick yes .. doug housenga
- Got high? yeah
- Bungee jumped? hell no 
- Made yourself throw up? yeah in like 3rd grade so i dind't have to go to school
- Skinny dipped? nope
- Been in love? i AM in love .. with john
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? mm yeah 
- Pictured your crush naked? yeah
- Actually seen your crush naked? yeah
- Cried when someone died? yeah
- Lied? yeah
- Fallen for your best friend? yup
- Been rejected? no .. well kinda ... john was the only person that i actually asked out .. n he said yeah n one time when we broke u i asked him back out like an hour later after we talked n he said no..
- Rejected someone? yeah
- Used someone? no
- Done something you regret? ugh yeah 

R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: lol a white tank top n some gray pajama pants .. with a sweatshirt .. n my winter coat cuz i'm effing cold dude .. i'm very tropical john says cuz i'm cold all the time .. i even shiver .. like my teeth chatter all day long
- Music you're listening to: drop it like it's hot .. the big tymers version...
- Time where you are: 12:32
- Annoyance thats... eh, annoying you: the fact that someone told my brother that me n john had sex this weekend n evs protective of me .. so he's all like pissed off .. n he already hates john . so i'm think he hates him more now.. n he's all threatening to tell my mom n dad on me like he blackmails me .. do this or i'll tell .. n it's liek grow the fuck up dude .. n uhm shanes lying like crazy...n i hate birds!!! .. u wouldnt know unless ur names brianna

- Smell you're... eh, smelling: pizza

- Favourite artist: idk
- Favourite Group: idk
- Current Desktop picture: a thing david made me .. with random shapes n colors n bunch of lots of cool stuff .. n then it says "kendra ... u .. r .. cool" around the edges
- Book you're reading: Anne Frank the last 7 months
- CD in the player: none
- DVD in the player: none

L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
- Touched: jogn
- Hugged: lmao i was drunk n hugged everyone :embarassed: .. i hugged tanner n hope n cailin .. rachel m .. annd i think i hugged vanessa . n i think i hugged doug .. but i know i hugged john n dolan lol n matt i hugged matt .. hmm i'm pretty sure thats all
- IM'd: me n david n john r talkin now
- Yelled at: lol johns mom .. i think i got lippy with john too but i didn't yell .. theres a difference between me just yelling n gettin pissed off as fuck
- Felt sorry for: lindsay! cuz she's stuck in georgia with fuckasses
- Missed terribly: ugh lindsay!!!!!
- Felt loved by: the very last one i felt loved by ... was lindsay lol cuz we had a atlk bout things she didnt know bout me n well she was supportive .. n it was loving n idk but like 3 minutes befor ethat it was john cuz we had a very ..emotional talk when we were gettin ack together .. it was sweet really but i'm not gunna mention that to everyone
- Kissed: john
- Spoke to: david
- Cried to: i cried in front of everyone at school .. then i went to johns house n cried on his shoulder... i was balling alll day that day n the day before
- Cried over: john

P e o p l e | A s s o c i a t i o n . . .
(Name the people that you associate with the following words)
- Open minded: kristen
- Arrogant: john
- Insecure: justine
- Interesting: john er lindsay fer sheezy
- Random: haha john
- Attractive: DAN lmfao ... oh god .. ud know how funny that was if u were in my gym class .. theres this fat kid .. named dan .. n he reminds me of this guy that works for my dad .. n i swera he's like his younger twin brother n the dude who works for my dad got prosecuted for child pornography .. oh n when we were swimming in gym .. dan wore his tshirt n shorts ... lmao n GOGGLES .. haha n no matter what he would have his cheeks puffed out holding his breath .. it was hilarious n me n josh n kristin would splash n stuff n dan came up to me one day n he's like "i have long range splashign capabilities" .. exactly like that .... idk he's hilarious
- Smart: kelcee
- Moody: i guess me...
- Ambitious: kristen
- Healthy: my friends aren't into the whoel not eating it cuz it's bad kinda thing .. but i am .. n i run a lot .. fer fun .. so it's either me er my brother evan
- Difficult: i think that would b john
- Buffed: lmao MICHAEL
- Bored easily: thatd b me er john ..
- Drunk: john n his friend bub?
- Responsible: kelcee
- Obsessive: lord i can b
- Angry: johns pretty angry .. quite easily
- Sad: ... no one that i can think of .. oh .... those ppl me n kali talk bout that get mad like ifh tey lsot a pen er something they'll b all pissed n b like life fucking sucks! .. well not really if they just lose a pen but it's gay reasons like that that ppl threaten to kill them selves n say life sucks
- Happy: we pretty much all r
- Hyper: idk we all r
- Talkative: i talk forever ..
- Illegal: lol .. idk? how is a person illegal?
- Porn: JOHN .. er doug n spencer .. biggest porno ppl i know
- Cute: me n john r cute
- Violent: oh god ... lexi haha er john
- Unpredictable: john isn't predictable at all
- Repetition: ... dolan has a repitition .. n so does spencer n david
- Drama: uhm lindsay has a lotta drama in her life .. but she's not dramatic .. if ne one gets that but me..

W h o | d o | y o u | w a n t | t o . . .
- Kill: tiffany n sarah er kayleigh
- Slap: tiffany n sarah er kayleigh
- Get really wasted with: ne one .. but mainly kyle n john
- Get high with: i quit .. but lmao .. i could do it with the person who told me they do now u fa sho know who u r
- Look like: that kendra kramer hottie
- Talk to face to face: i wish i could see john .. er lindsay! lmao lindsay n keith! .. ahh er dan
- Talk to indirectly (on the phone, online etc.): john lindsay keith er dan lol

R a n d o m . . .
- In the morning I look like: a fuggin hottie
- All I need is: john gant
- Love is: me n john gant
- Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
- Flowers or candy: mm depends

god i'm out fer sure now .. but member .. i just put yesterdays in there .. right before this one .. but omg u know what i forgot .. sunday was dolans birthday .. happy 16th birthday dolan!!!!!! .. lol n tuesday was vanessas birthday . happy 15th birthday vanessa!!!! .. lol ahh.. oh but last monday was matts birthday (the 19th) .. happy 15th birthday matt!!! ..hmm that is all for now .. holla at me joe lol