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only wed?:(

wow.. i cant belive its only wed. i tried to take a nap after work and when i got up i thought that it was sat. thats just how bad this week has been or two weeks i should say.. well i mean i know my life is better then some ppl.. but its just hard right now for me..

im not happy with my wight right now..

hey what you do you think is a better frut apple or an oragneg/ just askin.. what you think is better...????/

i know i am...

a christian.. but laty i have been getting so mad at others who are calling themselfs a christian.. they are makin me so mad.. they are fake and its just makin me upset..

like right now im thinking or something that a friend and i talked about.. she thinks that you have to go to church to have church.. but i think that you can have church were two or three are.. am i wrong.. well if you think so.. thats ok..c ause thats just what i think.. i even asked my mom if iw as wrong to think that.. and she was like i dont think you are..c asue thats how they were in the bible.. they would not just have ot go to a bilding.. its like ppl cant think outside of soemthing they have been brought up on.. like.. another thing.. is.. i like to be friends with more then just christians.. and my friend is like thats not good.. cause all the ppl at work are not christians and i like them as friends.. but shes like.. your going to hurt yourslelf or something.. and im like i need to be a friend to them and pray for them and show them who christ was.. she just makin me upset..

sorry...

well about the lbs things.. i think i should only try to see what i am like one time a week.c asue i am lookin like 39 times a day.. not really but thas just the number that came up lol.. so yeah..

oh and i was real mad today..c asue a guy off line was trying to tell me what i need to do tomyself to may myself look nicer... im like who are you teo tell me what to do.. sorry im just reall pissed off.. and dont know what to do about all this shit... sorry.. im jsut mad and when im mad.. i say stuf.f..

sorry God..

pics and mad!!!

here are the pics i said i wanted to put up the other day... only 4.. but tell me what you think about them...

and im so pissed.. cause i got a scale the other day.. and well im just going to start off from today and not even think about what i started at a year ago or what not cause i cant do that.. i mean i did not gain any but i never lost that 5 i thought i did.. :(

1. wow.. i dont think that i would ever have a head pice like that.. and then the eyes wow.. thats just funny looking:)

2. all i have to say is she looks sick.. maybe its the way shes just staning.. i dont know.. cause she looks like she could be a cute girl..

3. i just think this is so cool.. i like camo stuff. so i wa slike cool.. but i dont think i would ever be in something like that lol

 

 

4. shes is cute.. i just dont think i would ever have red on my eyes. like that..

 

 

 

yeah.. never!!!!!!!!!1

1, would be nice to one day look like her... but i dont think that will ever happen..

2.i would not have this on... other then maybe with my man lol.. but i dont have one and um.. i would not have that hat on lol..

3. thats hot.. man this is makin me feel real FAT!

4. this one is more like something i would have.. cause its not so here i am.. lol.. its plan and thats just how i am. lol boring lol

you can tell me what you think of them all.. i have more pics that i would like to put up here but ill do that later..

wishing on a star