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Name: aShLeY State: North Carolina Birthday: 2/19/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: I enjoy hanging with my friends. Talking on the phone. Playing many sports such as basketball, softball and soccer. I also enjoy going to church and spending my summers working out at Camp grace. And of course hangin out with Brandon... I love you! Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: billabongbabe230
Member Since:
7/25/2005
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| Today was ok.... We went into lumberton and started me a bank account.. making the dough baby.. not. Anyways then we went and saw Laura and for the first time in a while her room was actually cleaned.. WOW! Then we came home and I helped cook dinner which was really good! After that Brandon came over and we watched Comedy all night which some of those guys are hillarious! Now kaitlin just came home as usual she is out and about but she has Marian and Logan over here so I probably wont get much sleep tonight but I am about to go try ... gOoDnIgHt!! | | |
| Hey Yall! Well today was a bummer... nothing really happend. Woke Up at 1 and took an hour and a half bath. Got ready to goto dillon to see kayla but that fell through. So went to lumberton to se laura and came back home and talked to my baby. So yeah tonight sucked. Oh yeah talked to Ashley Carr tonight . I havent seen her in a while so that was nice. This year of school is going to be hard I think. She told me we have Mrs. Watts and she said she is really hard.. soo .... Anyways we'll see how that goes. Well Im off to bed! gOoDnIgHt! | | |
| I watched the proverbial sunrise coming up over the Pacific and you might think I'm losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am 'cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus] Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said that it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.
[Chorus] I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps sinking up to the beating of my heart, and I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart.
And I can’t let that happen again ‘cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus x2] [Chorus]
Who I am hates who I've been and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I’ve been ‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became. So sorry that it took so long for me to change. I’m ready to try and never become that way again ‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been. Who I am hates who I’ve been.
This is my new favorite song. Didnt do alot today just babysat haley. Went out to eat with Brandon and my sis and then met Laura and ran into CVS where i met my new friend Perry who is cool as crap. Anyways I am really tired so this is short i know but I gotta hit the sack. gOoDnIgHt! | | |
| Well today was pretty good... My dad, kaitlin and I went to Fantsy Lake and had a blast. It was so hot though.. but it wore all of us out. After that I had to go to my aunts and I went swimming with my little cousin Devin. Haven't really dont alot tonight but just chilled. I talked to Whitney tonight. I havent talk to her in forever. I miss Dillon people sooo much but not really ready for school to start. Anyways I gotta go talk to brandon Ill talk to yall later! gOoDnIgHt!!! | | |
| Well tonight was great! I love my baby! Anyways we went out to eat and rented a movie (Hide and Seek) which was a good movie, but took me ten minutes waiting in line for the stupid lady to check me out, but other than that it was perfect. I talked to cody today , man I miss him, and just seeing how he is doing. He is going to the Army on Wednesday so keep him in your prayers. Tomorrow my dad, kate, brittney and I are all goin to fantesy lake. It is supposed to be like 110 tomorrow but hopefully we will have fun. Any ways I am going to go and watch Laguna Beach because i missed it but we recorded it. gOoDnIgHt!!!!
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