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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

I'm the happiest person alive on the earth.
The sequil to the book I've been waiting for is finally finally out.

This post has no point.

I love you all and thanks for the comments before, if I didnt reply just yell at me in the post and I will be sure to reply nexttime.

†Acid


Saturday, March 12, 2005

Another Article: Teen Dead By Own Hands,

Family filled with pain they can barely stand.

Who could be driven to such an end?

Christians say it's the worst of sins


Another News Story: Boy shoots self in head

Friends are crying, "I can't believe he's dead."

A stranger shakes her head looking sad

And tell her husband, "That's just too bad."


Another whisper in the seat at church,

"Did you hear about Amy Birch?"

Another victim of a world of pain...

Could these children actually be insane?


Another girl crying late at night,

Another day, just another fight.

Parents screaming; apologies useless

Sometimes we just can't take the stress


Another girl caught between parents and brother

Can't take sides with one or the other.

Worried about his problems; sex and alcohol

Sometimes she thinks she caused him to fall


Another day, another tear

It sometimes seems like they just don't care

Nothing you do is ever done right

Why even bother; they're pulling too tight!


Another streak of red runs down your arm

With regrets; apologies. They call this harm

Hiding underneath a smiling face

No one knows about her never-ending race.


Another silent scream after a day of fights...

Seems like all your hope is out of sight.

A decision made while you can't sleep

Drag the razor down your arm; so deep.....

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Another Article: Teen Dead By Own Hands

©Acid

I finally wrote something...

Forever yours,
†Acid


Thursday, February 17, 2005

Nothing's ever right anymore.
My soul so bruised, my heart so torn.
I'm worn, forgetting what you want from me.
What is it that I cannot see?
Am I really so far away
under the ground, starting to decay
Why stay? When It's all in vain
Do you really care weather I go insane?
And if so, where did you go?
You aren't here, that's one thing I know

Chorus(X2)

You're gone away, You're gone away
You're gone away, You're gone away
I still see your face, it won't leave this place,
It's like a fuckin' race! Damnit!

.....................

©Acid

And from here I got writers block. Damnit all! LoL, how do you all like it so far? Comments!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <<;

†Acid

 


Saturday, February 12, 2005

I don't want to hear I'm perfect
Or even that I'm great
I don't want to hear I'm all you want
Or we're together thanks to fate.

I don't want to hear I make you laugh
Or that you know we'll always be
I don't want to hear I rock your world
Or I'm all you need to see.

I don't want to hear I'm beautiful
Or when we're apart you're blue
All I really want to hear
Is "I really love you"

©Acid

Hey all. I wrote this spur-of-the-moment because I wanted to update my xanga. I miss ya all, hope you have the time to leave a comment.

Love,
Acid


Sunday, February 06, 2005

Am I ever going to be good enough?

When I climb a hundred feet for you,
will you say I should've gone a thousand?

When I run one hundred miles for you,
Will you say I should've gone one more? 

When I cry a sea of tears for you,
Will you say I should've cried an ocean?

When I bleed all the blood in my viens for you,
Will you say I should've had more?

When I say I want to be with you,
Will you say I should need to be with you?

When I give my life to you,
Will you say it's not worth your time?

When I drown myself in my own sorrow...

Will you say I'm perfect?

Perhaps another futile attempt.

 

© Acid.

Love you all bunchies. Comment o.0

Love,
Acid



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