okay, scratch that shit...haha my mom shut down my other site...so now i gotta work on this 1...yea sucks

o well, gotta job at penn foam...haha idk wtf im doin but i'm makin 7.25 n hour to do it!

not bad...well, hopefully gonna get my celly back this weekend and keep it for good, haha...well idk what else to write bout...i'm out

<3i'll keep you my dirty little secret

this will be my last entry on this xanga, for a while, if i ever post on here again...if you want to leave me any comments...go to the old site

here's a link

http://www.xanga.com/the_other_side_of_the_mirror

no matter how hard i try nothing matter, helps, or works, to bring you any closer back to me...

i try and get it through my head that your not coming back, but the more i do, the more i miss you...

i'm sorry, i've done fucked up things, i just wish i could have you in my arms again...i love you sam, don't ever forget that, no matter what happens...

just go and leave already...

i'm done trying...

i give up

but the problem is, i still love you...

i never know what to write in here anymore, no1 leaves me comments anymore...not even sam, i don't even know why i have one of these things anymore...

life's been going...okay...i'm sorry for last night sam...please remember whatever you choose to do, that i will always love you...

put in my 2 weeks notice at Arby's....now getting a job at Ahart's Market on the southside of bethlehem, prly gonna be a cashier, again lol...

sam you have no idea how much i love you...you really don't...i would take a bullet and more for you...i would take my own life if it meant you would live a happy and fulfilling life...i wish and hope that our lives will unravel and we'll still find ourselves together and as in love as we are right now...

yeah sorry about the long post but whatever,,,go shove it...

<3