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Name: Caitlin
Gender: Female
Interests: Horseback riding. Talking (I do a lot of that.) Singing and listening to good music. Giving and getting hugs. Being a good listener.
Expertise: Welllll you can count horseback riding as an expertise. I go to an arts school for voice (singing), that too.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: darkness45faller@hotmail.com
Member Since:
3/5/2005
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| and almost three months later...life hasn't ever been better.
I'm officially heading to bucknell university in the fall. school is
almost over (17 days left!) and the next two weeks are AP weeks and I
just don't care haha. I'm half leasing Alex who of course is lame at
the moment, but I'll see how she is tomorrow and I'll keep my fingers
crossed for the horse trial in two weeks. she was just so good last
sunday XC schooling, I would be crushed if I had to scratch. speaking
of the barn I'm going to be so sad to leave 
I love hanna and laila and I've fallen in love with alex too, but
bonnie won't sell... and I love katie and dawn, they're the best
trainers ever. and I'm a working student so I'm there 4 days a week,
what with lessons and working and just riding. I used to train like
four different ponies at once but now hanna has tigger and jen has
brownie, but I've been riding dobbin a little bit and now I'm riding
cadberry again because he's been so bad for taylor. but I'm going to be
so sad
to leave, typical that things start working out this year of course.
but I'll come back for the summer, and heather and dawn are going to
help me find eventing barns near bucknell.
school wise, life is pretty good. senioritis is terrible, but we all
have it, and I'm just not really stressed about anything anymore. being
a senior is fantastic haha. I've been getting excellent grades and my
GPA is like through the roof. and I've been getting along so great with
almost everyone, I'm so fucking excited for senior week. the next three
weeks are going to be insane though... I have like four award
ceremonies to go to, my senior recital, I work and I have AP tests, two
horse trials and of course prom with my lovely date. and graduation...
oh god, it's going to be so sad, but so exciting...
I'm ready for the rest of my life. if I keep going the way I'm going,
nothing is going to stop me from being this happy forever. I can deal
with problems and I can deal with stress... if there's anything I've
learned over the past year, it's that things always have a funny little
way of working themselves out as long as you give it enough time. this
phase of my life is ending and I'm ready for the next one.... things
are going to be alright. I know it.
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| mmmm yes.so, things are looking up for me, excluding family-wise.
I'm officially a working student, and katie's enlisted my help with
training Tigger and Cadberry... basically, I show up on mondays and
tuesdays to help dawn, and then after I'm done I ride one of the
ponies. and do the other one the next day. it's really very convenient.
both ponies are kind of nuts in their own way, but it's alright,
dealing with psycho horses is what I do best.
school wise I'm trying to re-energize myself mentally to deal with
everything. for december I just got lax... I stopped caring. well okay,
I never cared all that much to begin with, but at least I did my work.
so I'm trying to get back to that.
but hey, whatever. I can't change what I can't change. susquehanna's
letter is supposedly coming in two or three weeks... I'm excited, in a
nervous kind of way. I think this is the only emotion I've felt about
college searching besides annoyance in a long, long time... so, good
for me!
recently I've seen juno (3 stars for me, it was just.... weird... I
didn't like it so much actually and usually I LOVE those types of
films) and atonement (4 stars... I loved it so much) and sweeney todd
(4 stars, I saw it with matt and zoe and am going to go again with
josh! love johnny depp, love tim burton.). and I've ridden a lot, and
I've done a lot of nothing, and I've been trying to fix my family a lot
too.
anyway, I'm excited for new years, because first it's the annual
gathering so I'll be with josh and scott <3 and then josh and I are
going to a mutual friend's house and I think spending the night, that's
what josh said at least, except that isn't what leigh said in her
message so I... don't have any idea really... I'll just go by what josh
said anyway. he's kind of my connecting link to everyone. but that's
alright.
wow, this is the longest xanga post I've made in.... a year. ever since
a teacher found this. well, if a teacher finds this now, sorry that
there's really nothing of interest in here... (although I planned it to
be that way.)
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| merry late christmas!it was not so good this year.
but that's okay.
on another note, atonement was a pretty good movie.
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| college....I hate college. I have 6 applications turned in, and more to do, and more to look at.
do I really need a college education?!
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| senior year is going okay so far.and that's about all I'm willing to share with my xanga.
yup.
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