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| the saintsYou want a story well heres a story.
it all started in like 8th grade.I was just some fucked up young kid ,i had smoked pot
and i had drank but its was nothin big,at the begining of the year i was fucking riding the gay bus,still grounded from shoplifting a few months earlier but almost a free man.
on that shit whole bus there were alot of charactors,like nycki the hot girl everyone wanted a shot at but only the ganstas had a chance,there was kevin "fat ass" kelly and me david.
But among all thise fucking hoodlems there was a little bastard by the name of james.see james had once been this pretty kid who gelled his hair everyday and gave a fuck what ppl thought,but ppl change and as did he.he was now this long haired skating punk fucking kid just like me.
so naturaly we got to talking .started hanging out,filming skate video,other stupid shit.and i do me stupid shit,think of the material your gonna get from kids that were highly influenced by jackass,viva la bam and blink 182.it was a fucking mess.all of 8th grade year just smoking pot and drinking all of james dads beer when he went out of town.
but we made it out of alive without being caught to many times and now long term suspentions.
so there we were faced with a whole summer before fucking freshmen years.james had moved and kevin had become one of the group,so me and james would skate a drink and get stoned while kicking the ever loving shit out of kevin.see heres the deal with kevin.
he was so depsitly trying to fit in that if he complained once he would be out for good.so he stayed quite and took the abuse me and james had to offer.the summer was no big deal but the group started to evolve,we had new ppl hanging around such as dustin and skyler,brother,not even real brothers tho like dustin was skylers uncle some how it was fucked up but they were cool and like to skate and do bad shit like us so they fit in perfectly
freshman years started and the group got stronger and tougher and new things were introduced into the group,new styles,new habits.it was getting worse,dustin got in his first fight with this fucking queer named david fucking or something i dont remember his lastname but he lost.so dustin was a hero.at this time we all were going through girls like nothin cause they didnt really matter,at the age it was pretty much impossible to have a real whole hearted realtionship so it was whatever.
but summer came again and we partied harder then ever,got more fucked up tryed new things,and the whole time me and james made this pat to try coke one day together.so that summer was all skating a drinking.we even started a skate team called the saints,it was me james dustin and skyler,we alll fought,drank fucked .did whatever we wanted.it was the best we didnt care at all you know.
well my bday rolled around you knwo the big 16 bullshit me james hannah and dustin got fucking shit faced and passed in amy backyard like any good americans would .and then slowly as the school year got closer i began to fall away from the group.the group i helped create was slowy drifting away.so i hung out with the guys a bit,smoked sum,drank some ,quite skating.after a while bad blood came about and i was out.no more group for me.which meaned shit got started and lots og ppl wanted to kick my ass.what else was new.so me and dustic were suppose to fight, a kid that had been my bestfriend now wanted to kick the shit out of me.but it never came about untill on day dustin tryed fighting me and i kept walking away.i mean how fucked up is that.me daivd walking away.its not logical,if it had been a month or two before i would have swung and fought dustin until we both bled to death but i had changed and so had he so it was just the natural function of change effecting our attitudes towards the situation.
eventually me and dustin and james had become friends again.mike had jouned the group,{mike is one crazy mother fucker} cool kid tho.and skyler was in and out of school so his appearence was rare.by the end of the years i was in trouble with the school again,dustin was gone being fucked up,mike was getting kicked out of everything,and james was moving to holden missouri.like any of us knew where the fuck that was. but he moved me and the rest of the guys stayed here.dustin stayed here with his gf smoking and getting fucked up,shit who knows what hes doing now,skyler put some fucking kid in a coma so hes probably in juvi or something.mike and james still did and sold drugs.they did what they had to do and got what they needed.and me i stayed here doing different shit and getting shit faced like back in the old daysBut if we met our old selves before the group was dead and ppl were tied down and no one moved.we were untouchabled,no one could fuck with is.we talked our shit,back it up and di what we wanted.i mean thats how it is now but its on our own terms now.there is not fucking moral to this story .but im sure if u asked any of us if wed do it the same,we all say "fucking right we would. | | |
| niggggeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrsssssss!!!!!
fuck fuck fuck i am angry at my skateboard
all of the little scene kids can go suck a fat one. | | |
| I had the whole world in my hands and i gave it away.gave it away.
im a half wit boy cracken a smile and wearing all on my sleeve.so cool and so poise.
its true,im just around to see.
where this all goes,we'll never know.
all i know is packing bag is a remedy..........................shes a maverick,shes so smooth.
if things go according to plan,ill have her finished by 5 a.m.
theres no change in plans,theres no second chance.ive already got both feet through the door.and i can taste the air. | | |
| these fights with your arms left beside
one thing and one more says goodnight.
youve got the map come get to me
these knuckles break before they bleed.
tear out these viens that won my heart
this skin that weirs your lasting mark.
ive built these walls come get to me
come get to me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
one gaping whole shot through my heart
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
are we growing up or just going down
its just a matter of time untell were all found out
take these tears put them on ice
i swear id tear this city down to show you the light. | | |
| I took that turn sharp for your sake.
you shouldnt have been in this car in the first place.but i cant say i want you here,your just my sweet destraction.im always ending up the loser cause i take pity on your late reaction.but its time you finaly called it out,found a dead body on your bed.this is just the first step of getting ahead.am i your best friend,i could be your worst enemy.i was just the boy with the most clever things to say.
behind these dark sunglasses stands the the person who can take your life in one fale swoop.so cunning it takes your breath away.this is all you can do when he stands before you.
A slip of the tongue makes you weak in the knees.why do i take the time to knock you off your feet?write the letter to your boyfriend telling him the truth.i know that he has no clue.its our secret,you hid it in your special place.locked it up so tight and tossed the key away.i dont know how long these lips can stay seeled.this may come out in the end.i cant control the hand that grips this pen. | | |
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