Currently Listening A Different Kind of Pain By Cold Feel It In Your Heart see related

The end.

If Tragedy's Appealing, Then Disaster's An Addiction

eh? eh? layout.

i love it. a lot.

because it's so true.

so i'm very satisfied. especially becuase i hadn't updated this shiz in forever!!

kaybye

[Employment]

soo.. i got a job at subway!!

I HAVE A JOB!! YEAAAA!!

but other than that nothing has really been going on. i don't care though. summer's actually been pretty busy, just nothing worth putting in here.

just thought i'd let you all know i have a job at subway on north green river rd. and you should definitely come and see me.

wednesday 10-3

friday 10-3

i don't know after that... so come on and see meeeee!!

Currently Listening From the Cradle to Enslave By Cradle of Filth see related

what the fuck is your problem?

you're being such a bitch. i have a boyfriend you don't like. get over it. he doesn't beat me. he doesn't put me down. he doesn't cheat on me. he's a good guy. why can't you get over the fact that i'm not breaking up with him. i. love. him. get it?

and you're my best friend. so you should accept that i'm happy. i know you're jealous of my happiness, that i can find a guy i'm interested in.you are someone who's had many chances. you're prettier than i am. so go for it. to be honest, i don't think your dad is why you didn't go out with him. i'm pretty sure that's just your excuse. because you said that you didn't love being single. but you told him you wanted to be. explain that to me? and you said you were afraid of men, that they'd be like your dad. thats so fucking dramatic. so like you. you know that guys aren't like that. you've been around good guys who don't treat people that way so don't give me that bullshit.

and now i can't have a conversation with you without it being awkward. anything i used to be able to nag you about you'd take with good spirits. now you give me short, sharp, 3 word answers. with bitchy attitude.

i don't need this from you. you have no idea what i do to avoid conflicts with you, but apparently, neither do you care.

and you said last time that "i'm such a chick" whatever. at least i don't go and get acrilyc nails and designer bags, spending all my money getting my hair cut just so and buying makeup. i hardly wear makeup and i could care less what people think. and you say that you don't care, but that's bullshit. i've met your other friends. they're shallow, and not outgoing at all. they don't do anything that might expel them from the social circle. nope. neither do you. not around them.

around them you act like you're perfect. your opinions are molded to what you think theirs would be. oh, and you conform to so much shit that normally you wouldn't. liking a trend is one thing. following all that will put you in the popular crowd's good graces is another.

so basically i think you're shallow and close minded and you care too much about acceptance, and oh, by the way, you treat your real friends like shit.

to everyone else reading this... i told you i was mean. you didn't believe me.