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| 可惜不是你...這一刻 突然覺得好熟悉 像昨天 今天同時在放映
我這句語氣 原來好像你 不就是我們愛過的證據 差一點 騙了自己騙了你 愛與被愛不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一種運氣 但我無法完全交出自己 努力為你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏線 以為在你身邊 那也算永遠
彷彿還是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遙遠 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見 可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走 卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能感受那溫柔 那一段 我們曾心貼著心 我想我更有權力關心你
可能你 已走進別人風景 多希望 也有星光的投影 努力為你改變 卻變不了 預留的伏線 以為在你身邊 那也算永遠
彷彿還是昨天 可是昨天 已非常遙遠 但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見 可惜不是你 陪我到最後 曾一起走 卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能感受那溫柔
感謝那是你 牽過我的手 還能溫暖我胸口 surrendered... not coz that i want to be w someone else, i like someone else, i love someone else or what so ever reasons you think of. coz i think it's been too harsh for both of us... esp you... u always said i neglected your feelings. so this time i m going to do what you want me to do. ll respect your decision. coz i dont want the one i love to have hard feelings nor suffering anymore. so if you do think that's the right way to do it, then do it. best of luck... | | |
| not OKi want to write something but i dont want to write anything... i have been telling myself n others that i m doing fine, i m doing great. but it's not the real case. i havent updated for a long time coz i dont really no if i have been really alive in the past few months... i have been living in struggle that i made for myself. i feel so exhausted. i want to fill up my life with friends n "fun". i want to try my best to help my friends or do sth "great" for them so that i feel more content in some ways. everytime when i do that, i feel happy, fulfilled, satisfied when i m doing it. but it never lasts long... coz i dont have SOMEONE to share with. even if i have told so n so n so, i dont feel like that i have really shared with someone.... there's a part of myself missed... which i have denied that he's not important to me... u dont love me anymore, u dont trust me anymore, n i do think i deserve this outcome. but mb it's just too late for me to realise it... i have been asking myself if i do love u or not in the past few days. n i have had the answer since i last met u in SH. n the answer is, yes, i do.... i really do...
i no it's too late, way too late. but still i want u to know this is what i have learned. n mb now, it's really the time for me to move on.... good luck to you, good luck to me~ :） | | |
| finally, i finished the mandarin exam tho i know that i sucked!!! but well, yammi's style is all about saying "i dont give a damn" after any exam is done! it's an exam... i think i do have some sort of phobia for any kind of examinations... i have the habit of NOT studying b4 exams... but after the exams, actually i dont mind, or i would say i enjoy reading the materials or studying them... i no... it's like what the... but i m like that........ so, after this, i think i d not take any course that would need to have an exam (which doesnt really make any sense indeed...) whatever...
so what i did the night b4 i had the exam??? haha~ squid fishing, man! it was my first time! i was the first one to get a squid~ but that's the last one as well........... kakaka~~ better than what alf n cousin did... hohoho! madam hui always excels~~~~ she got 6~!!     ok~ n that's not about fishing~~ it's about the "collection" of lunch boxes i have! powerpuff gals... but u know what, this is what really made me happy for at least an hour~  | | |
| Field Tripkee.. yesterday, went to I Ed to so called "packing" for sylvia with wendy... however, we ended up doing this   Newly learned game, rammikub~~ n andy n yin yee did come n join!!! we played till 6sth am............................................ GOSH!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn happy!!! my lovely primary schoolmate, 女人, find me the movie Ikiru from the web and make a copy for me!!!!!!!! i m like SUPER HAPPY!!! n really i m touched!!! please see the below conversation n learn how nice he is!!! Ricky 豹...S&A...again 說:
憑我咁高的網絡搜刮能力，有咩搵唔到丫！
Ricky 豹...S&A...again 說:
hoho~
Ricky 豹...S&A...again 說:
and suddenly i want to help u to find it~~~
Ricky 豹...S&A...again 說:
haha
Ricky 豹...S&A...again 說:
and suddenly, i found it~~~
yammi~ 說:
ok........ nothing have to be said la! really ho HAPPY!!!............. Ricky 豹...S&A...again 說:
咪鬼咁娘啦！
yammi~ 說:
i no i m v 娘, but i m really happy, ding ar! kekekekekekekeke, supppppppppppperrrrrrrrrrrrrr happy!!! tks tks tks!!! i m super looking forward to having a trip with sylvia, wendy n bonita!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| how long?how long do i have to wait? how long do i have to wait for the short trip? how long do i have to wait for going to wakeboard? how long do i have to wait to go back to van for like a week? how long does it take to get over with this feeling? how long can i withstand it? i wonder............... | | |
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