today is such a pathetic day

morning. had PE. and guess what, i got scolded for not be trying enough. then after that, he started accusing me for piercing my ear. when im a bloody prefect. then he asked me to come closer, and he rubbed my ear bloody hard. then he just said oops. its just dirt without apologising.
thats not all man
mrs tan just had to come in while i was wearing my pants. and she saw my butt ): first it was ms ong. now her. like, wtf
then
i was checking the strret directory for things, then ms ong saw and confiscated it. then i begged for it back. and she lectured me saying how i have deproved dramastically in everyways, same as mrs tan.
i decided to try to be happy, to pretend that nothing of it happened.
and then after training i got scolded by chua swee woon. so humilating
and now
there is no one i can share my troubles with. there is used to be that someone. but now. no.