i have been (equivalent of being sober for really depressed people) "safe" for about 6 months!  i always say that if i can be safe for a year maybe i can entertain the possibility of moving.  but until i hit one year of safety time, i feel i really need to stay rooted in my community.  anyway yay!  thanks be to God!!!

i'm taking a break from my church (bethany) for now at least (friday night bible study and morning prayer included). i just feel like i need a break. a break is not the same as a break-up, you know when things are final and you want nothing to do with the other person?

i don't know what it is but i wasn't quite satisfied with having 5 blog sites so earlier this month i opened up a new site on wordpress.com.  i like the wordpress.com blogging features the best - mostly due to their "tag" AND "catgegory" method of labelling and searching blogs.  anyway if you want to find it you could just google bleuemoon.  but in case you are lazy like me, here's the link:  http://bleuemoon.wordpress.com. 

merry christmas!!!