hmm... when you haven't updated in forever it is kind of hard to pick up where you have left off.. dont you think?

updates:

i am going to kutztown in the fall..  i tried to get into art education but it was filled so i had to switch to undecided but its okay.. i am just happy that i am going to be close enough to home that i can visit whenever i want. it is going to be so hard to leave... especially casey.. and my family..

im GRADUATING on june 6!!! i cant believe it is almost here... but i am actually SO scared.

ever since i came home from florida things have been so great.  i have my life going the way i want it.. my best friend.. things with my family are not as bad as they used to be. it feels good to be where i am.

i work at uni-mart! i cant believe i have job! it awesome.. my boss is so hot.. i want him by the end of the summer haha

got my liscence...

i just got my hair chopped off last night by Mandi. it looks so cute. it was one of my spontaneous things that i knew would work out.

oh yeah.. i should prolly mention allentown.. when i came back from florida i visited for the weekend and had such a good time.. loved seeing all my old friends.. and i cant wait to see everyone again.  i hope everyone felt as good about the reunion as i did.

my mood:

omg i have not been on the internet in forever

im in florida right now.. my dad called me after school on thursday and told me that i had to get down there right away. so i did.  my plane landed friday night after midnight.  im at a hospice house with my sister.  this morning they told her she had 24 hours or less left. i cant even describe my feelings.  when i laugh i feel guilty but i know that she would have loved all of us to sit around her bed laughing.  ive never seen anyone look so beautiful though.  she just radiates beauty that i cant even describe. 

ill be in florida for a week and then back to real life.  only a couple months left and no more school! everything that i do now will be for her.  whatever i end up doing with my life she will be right there with me helping me succeed. well anyway i dont know what else i could say.. so.. i dont know when the next time i will be able to get on..

my mood:

mmm.. i love the comments

no inet school... my mum is making me "stay in school" and they wouldnt let me get my laptop cuz of my mums credit. PISSED ME OFF!

i have fish! they are beta's and BEAUTIFUL! their names are Fire, Tornado, and Hurricane.

i got my senior pics today.. hopefully they turn out ok. anyone want one?

ya so im not someone elses computer at ryans party so i cant say much more

love you all

my mood:

so, im trying to get into internet school. so far my mother is freaking out about it..but shes not so pissed about me smoking. shes an idiot.

its amazing how fast you can get a backbone and start not giving a shit. I HAVE GROWN UP! ha

17 is nice.. 18 will be SO much better

going to allentown soon! is everyone ready?

im buying a laptop so i can post regularly soon and FINALLY keep in touch more easily.

am im making a million spelling errors? i feel like it

EVERYONE GO OUT AND BUY (or just read) THE NEW HARRY POTTER BOOK! it kicks ass! i actually cried.. ha

my mood:

hey all... i have yet to get a new computer yet but i am saving up money from the Curve so hopefully soon...

this is prolly a lost entry for i bet you all deleted your subcription.

for anyone thats interested in getting together and hanging out my number is 582-4593 you can call anytime!

and im sorry i havent been able to call anyone but i work, my long distance is out, and a lot is going on... so dont hold it against me

love you all