So I suppose I should update cuz it's been forever n a day but the truth is my myspace rules my life now ~lol~ so go there...

I believe the last time I updated wuz like the 3rd week of school or something so as you can imagine a lot has happened since then. We had homecoming... that wuz a blast. After homecoming we went to Jason's lakehouse n I rode jet skis for the first time which wuz prolly a mistake ~lol~

Brittany won Dacula Homecoming Queen  I knew she would one day. She then took a road trip to North Carolina to audition for american idol (finally) n she made it past like the first 2 rounds before they told her that she wuz good but they could only take a certain number of people n they had a lot of "older talent" that year so they told her to come back next time when she's 18 or something like that.

School sucks pretty bad. I'm seriously lacking sleep but that's nothing new. The work overload is what is killing me. Thank god I don't have SAT class on Thursdays nemore... too bad I actually have to take the SAT again on November 5th... yeah, that's totally next weekend. Atleast it's at Chattahooche as oppose to last time all the way down at St. Pius. Speaking of the Hooch, we beat them last Friday 21-7. It wuz def an amazing game.

I should prolly get on that whole applying to college thing...

wow this year is fying by. First semester is almost over n I have mixed feelings about that. Bittersweet no doubt. I'm graduating in 7 months... wtf it so doesn't feel like that. I feel like I'll be coming back next year but sadly, I won't be.

I'm looking foward to GRAD NIGHT!!! Yes Disney world will be a blast.

So there's this guy... there are def possibilities there  Brian says yes so we'll see what we can work out here.

So I'm gonna go now I dunno... like just in the shower or something so I can go out later. I'm pretty sure I'm working tonight... so I should prolly get ready.

143 XOXO
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Delaware- First week January!!! Finally!!!

Week number what, three down???

Awesome.

I've been alright for the most part. I'm doin really well gettin into this mindset of me not needing guys, that all I need is myself to be happy and really, I am much happier  <-- see, happy... that's me ~lol~

So I finally broke down n bought a digital camera... since I work with them I kinda wanted one cuz they're cool lil things. I def got it like discounted for like $80 yay me!!!

I've been swamped with work. Whoever said senior year wuz easy needs to seriously be shot, like no kidding... this year is harder than ne other year I've had n I'm in regular classes cuz my mom made me drop all my honors. Clearly, I should have taken college english cuz it only meets 2 times a week n every1 is all like this is the easiest class ever. In my lit class, I start my day writing a journal entry of 150 words or more... n that's just at the beginning of class. Well guess what, when u don't do ur journal entries and u have this thing called a notebook check, ur screwed... so I wuz all like I'll do it after work... guess who has no energy after work??? Yes, that would be me... I'm just cool like that.

I miss not having Sammy in my lunch... I feel like I never see her nemore *sad face*

Last weekend, Jason came home n I got to play third wheele like all day. Woo that wuz fun lemme tell u... and I learned that buying a car def takes like 8 hours. But on a good note, I did get my homecoming dress and it's gorgeous it's funny tho cuz it's everything I said I would never wear. It's red and it's strapless. But it's gorgeous and it makes me happy

I made up with Austin and appoligized for being a bitch cuz I so didn't give him the cold shoulder last friday at screen on the green. omg I wuz awful to him eventhough he said I wuzn't... but I guess we're cool now... surprise surprise, we don't talk, but we're cool. How does that work???

K so I have this crush. He's awesome. He makes me happy and he makes me smile. I want him to ask me to homecoming so hopefully that'll happen. But it's all good cuz we're hanging out on monday  we'll have fun no doubt

So there are bets that Ben and I will hook up sometime before we graduate... wow ~lol~ my friends are the coolest. Craig then bet that he wouldn't ever talk to me again if I did which makes me laugh cuz Ben is def Craig's best friend.

Speaking of Ben, he'll be 18 on Sunday so Happy Birthday Ben. I got u skittles even though I never got my bikini.

Poor Britt wuz gonna try out for american idol in memphis this weekend but guess which audition got cancelled because of a certain hurricane??? Yes, she's livid.

k so I'm bored with this n I'll prolly update in like 2 weeks. Pray for me n the guy I like ~lol~ no names mentioned yet hahaha

Oh and Kimi... yes, I am still very much a blonde

k so please leave me lots of comments because I love you all

143 XOXO
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It's finally the weekend and I am excited. This week was beyond long... like excruiating long. I love my first three periods to death... and I hate my last three. Lunch is so-so. The senior section is always packed but we managed to sit there two of the five days... I wuz proud of us... us, being me Kelly and Emily. It's not as glamorus as it looks/sounds ~lol~ oh yeah, and did I mention that we don't get to eat??? Yeah... the lines are so long that we physically, do not have enough time to get lunch. Emily and I discussed it and we agreed that our senior gift should be a hot dog cart to roam around the halls and give us "less privleaged/less patient" kids food ~lol~

I have like no classes with ne1... I have Sarah in my first period, Erin and Alex in my second, Corrine and Megan and Brian in third, Kelly and Emily and lunch, Craig in fourth, Hailey in fifth, and no one in 6th. I have concluded that the freshmen suck and I blame Kelly's sister for all my problems.

I feel awesome... I am juggling senior year AND a job at the same time... and I am doing fine : )

So Austin and I broke up??? Yeah... I wuz like wtf ~lol~

I'm thinking about buying a digital camera just cuz... I dunno... I guess to just like document my senior year, that and I get an awesome discout for them. I finally bought my tiffany necklace to match my bracelet : ) I love them!!! I also bought another coach purse... that makes three hahaha

so I am gonna post some of my favorite pictures now

Homecoming 2004... Melissa, Caitlin, Rachel, Jenn, Danny, Sammy, Natalie, and me : )

Britt n Me in the sunroof of our limo at prom

Britt and Travis before prom... wow... don't they look amazing?!?!?! They so look like models there...

Nikki at six flags : ) I have one of me too with the same cup AND same phone... don't even ask what we were thinking...

One of my favorite pictures ever... my car accident on the barbie trike ~lol~

so there are my picture... I know y'all have seen them all before

k so my friends are amazing... Jenn and Sammy make me laugh harder than ne1... especially our television network : ) I wuz seriously in tears I wuz laughing so hard. And by the way, I'm on the phone with Britt right now so sorry if it doesn't make sense.

My new favorite bands include My Chemical Romance and Lostphrophits yay music!!!

k so I'm gonna finish talkin to Britt-Brat so later y'all

143 XOXO
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Leave me lots of comments cuz I love y'all

wow so it's been like over a month since I've posted in this thing ~lol~ don't blame me… it's cuz my computer sux n really… it's only being posted now cuz Craig is doing it for me : ) haha thanx
Alright… so shortly after the last post I got Britt, Josh, n I n some serious trouble cuz I'm an idiot. That's all u need to know… that n I'm going to be very vague in my entries from now on cuz 1) u never know who reads ur xanga n 2) freakin idiot… it's in writing!!! I considered listing things but no… I like my novels more.

Lance had a 30th birthday party at Chateau Elan. No doubt that family knows how to throw an amazing party. It's like they out-do themselves every year. Loads of fun n I can't wait to watch the video cuz all it is is a bunch of drunk adults who think they're teenagers again n a bunch of teenagers with the camera ~lol~ I hear it's hysterical.

*zooms in on me… zooms in on Josh*
"This shouldn't be happening!!!"

So I got kinda worried that my mom wouldn't let Britt n me hang out nemore which really sucked n I would've been so upset but it all ended up working out alright. I bought Britt n I out Tiffany bracelets with our initials in it. I surprised Britt at work with Sammy n gave it to her. She freaked out n made a big scene ~lol~ but she loved it n said that she had the best best friend ever. That made me happy : )

I took my senior portraits n I can't wait to get the proofs back… it'll be a few weeks but damn… I'm excited about those ~lol~

Sammy finally set Austin n I up on a blind date n omg she is a freakin genius. It worked out really well even though I wuz shy as nething n I couldn't seem to say nething even half intelligent. But sall good… Austin n I are going out now n I haven't been this happy in a long time. I seriously couldn't have asked for a better guy. These days I'm either working, sleeping, or with Austin. I wouldn't have it ne other way hehe

Haha yes, enormous tropical butterflies. Way better than laser tag.

AustinSammyJason n I went to Six Flags. Talk about an amazing day ~lol~ 14 hours with 3 of my favorite ppl ever??? It's been a while since I've had that much fun. No complaints.
I really wish school would start back up. Like I mean really… I can't wait to go back. Is that awful or what???

I have no idea what to do for my birthday. It's like… a week away n I have no idea. I guess I wuz kinda hopin I could go see my Kimi dearest but that doesn't look like it's gonna happen. Then I tried to get her to come down here but that's not gonna happen either. It's quite sad really… I can't even remember a summer I haven't gone to see my family. This is def the first n I hate it. Every1's like throw a party n I'm like hell screw that I'm so bad with parties it's not even funny. I haven't the slightest clue where to start… mostly cuz I've never had one I guess… omg I'm the worst 16 year old ever!!! Britt's like screw every1 else, I'm taking u to the Palm n I'm like ok. It's either that or the zoo with her new frinds… I'm not too sure how excited I am about that. I want all my friends to be together but there's so many from different groups n different states n not to mention it's summer n how the hell am I suppose to get them all together??? Dilemma dilemma… I won't even be able to prove I can get into a rated-R movie… look how cool I am wooooo

I wish I had pictures or something to post… ya know… to compensate for the lack of postage n all…

Taylor is going out with Sarah… I know I wanted them too n all but damn…

Sooooo shout-outs???

Jerry~ sry I won't be seein ya this summer : ( I wuz really lookin forward to it… it really has been waaaaaay too long. I miss ya man.

Sammy~ ur awesome in every way n I <3 u... u've become one of my bestest friends ever n I'm so glad ur there for me. It means so much. Oh yea... n thanx for my boyfriend : ) haha jr year wuz amazing n I can't wait for senior year with Deve n the gang!!! ~lol~

Kimi~ I really do miss the second half of the cousins '04... it's a shame we can't be the cousins '05... '06 maybe... we'll see. I <3 u!!!

I am obsessed with Degrassi n Daria. Thank you.

k well Craig is buggine me to finish so I'll get him to post more later LMAO (yeah jk Craig) I love all of you so plz show me the love n leave me some awesome comments like last time!!! MUAH!!!

143 XOXO
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I'm gonna be in sooooo much pain tomorrow LMAO that sux
I just got back from Britt's house.  We layed out at the pool all day, like no kidding... we woke up n we went out n we've been out all day. It's awesome... atleast  I see a color difference... too bad it's red...

So yeah... I haven't written in how long? Right... so I have no clue where I left off, I'm just gonna go with it:

last Saturday: I worked I guess but when I got home... B called me n I hate to say it but uh... we broke up. It's all good though, I'm happier now. I realized that I'm just a kid n as much as I love love love being tied down, I can't stand being told what to do... I'd respect it more if we had been together as long as say... Taylor n I... but we weren't... all 7 seven days... hell. No, it wuzn't really all that bad but geez, give me some space. We're still friends though. I called Sammy after that n she talked me down to a happier level of ashleyness... omg I <3 her so much... we really should be joined at the hip, it's just logical at this point since we've been everything together... whores n all yessss

Monday: Well, I went out with Craig. He picked me up at like 230 n we went to CVS to go get our prom pix printed out from his digital camera n we needed to buy hair bleach (no, not clorox) cuz Craig finally realized that blondes really do have more fun : ) so that wuz an adventure in itself. Then we decided to go to the Forum cuz we wanted Starbucks so we went down to Norcross n went to Barnes n Nobles. The guy at the counter is the biggest sweetheart EVER like seriously... Craig knew him n he told me a very touching story... then we left n walked around for about an hour.

"my ears are big today"
*pauses n looks in mirror*
"I think it's cuz my lips are red"

so then we went back to my house where we had smores n we read directions on how to bleach hair since neither one of us knew how to ~lol~ we went to my bathroom n he sat in a lil chair n I painted his head with the lil brush thing. It took for friggin ever n I think I did a good job : ) I wuz proud of myself n I think he liked it n we had tons of fun n plenty of random convos. After that, we met Scott n Charlie up at the Starbucks in John's Creek n then we went to Chilies. uh... Craig n I, combined, had $4.00 so we ate the chips... they're bottomless haha I had to be home at 8 so yeah... our fun ended there.

Tuesday: Sleep, work, the usual ~lol~

Wednesday: I really like don't even remember so I prolly didn't do nething

Thursday: Went to work at 10am n it wuz the most pointless day ever... really it wuz so stupid cuz it wuz just a bunch of training on stuff I already knew. After work, my daddy picked me up n we went out to dinner at a mexican restraunt, yeah... I know... I wuz so excited!!! haha then Britt called n asked me to go to her house n spend the night. We stood around till bout 830 n then realized that we really need to get goin b4 there aren't ne movies out. We really had our hearts set on seein Madagascar but we missed that movie so we went to go see Batman instead. But before that, we took like a quick 5 min Victoria's Secret shopping trip since they have that crazy sale goin on. We wated the movie n then we had strict orders to come home since Britt's not suppose to be driving me neways n it wuz 1130pm. We saw Josh on the way out which wuz cool cuz he's gorgeous n he has that hott accent but he wuz bein an ass to me cuz he's all ga-ga over Britt n she can't stand him ~lol~ it's pretty sad. So he walked us out to her car n we talked n he attempted to flirt with her but she fixed that haha so we blasted the music n pulled up to a stop light (there wuz no1 around) n we're dancing n singin n shit with all the windows down n the sunroof open n she just goes "ten bucks says Josh pulls up behind us" I swear to god... two seconds later, Josh pulls up next to us n we start crackin up. Britt tries to race him down that side road next to the mall n he's like on our ass the whole time n we're just havin a great time. He leaves to go down his street n Britt n I go into my old neighborhood where we honk at Katie's house, then B's house... neither person responded so we went to my old house n I wuz surprised to see some1 living there. That sucked... but then we got home n Josh called... dipshit got pulled over by the cops for speeding LMAO better him then us I guess... since he has a Mass. liscense, the cop let him off with a warning which is bullshit ~lol~

Today: we got up around 11 n laid out by the pool all day n I'm very content at the moment. Pizza's on it's way yessss but my face hurts... I can feel that it's burnt. That sux.

Shout outs I guess...

Sarah Coons- don't listen to what ne1 else says... he's a great guy n if u like him then go for it girl!!! What u think is all that should matter right now, not what I think or what ur friends think cuz it ain't gonna work if u care bout what other ppl say... I never did n I had a blast so go get him : )

Jerry- sry u n Bri are over for good... we can play the field together now cuz I know that'll be fun with how flirty the two of us r LMAO

Craig- ur hair looks awesome, glad I could help with it... I always have a blast with u n u really impressed me with backin out of my driveway cuz not many ppl can ~lol~

Kimi- I <3 the second half to the cousins '04 n I miss her too!!! It's '05 now... we're overdue.

I dunno... I'm bored n I think I need to tend to my sunburn before I die ~lol~ y'all call me 143 XOXO

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