Currently Listening If Only You Were Lonely Version A By Hawthorne Heights see related

hey everyone... how have ya been?  yeah pretty much things suck right now... like i mean i thought monday was bad... yeah it has definitely gotten worse and the fact that i work constantly gives me plenty of time to run things through my head (when we're not busy)  but yeah i definitely thought things couldn't get much worse and they have... like seriously i can't handle everything all at one time.  i just have so much running through my mind right now and i can't seem to get my feelings sorted out ya know?  like every day its something else happens that makes me upset again.  *sigh* i dunno what to do... im just tired of all the shit thats going on... yeah well i need to go to bed... school tomorrow cause my 'rents are gay and won't let me take off... but anyways i'll update later... hopefully its a better entry than this one.

I never thought we'd end up this way
You are the worst, I am to blame

<3 always