Currently Watching Crazy/ Beautiful see related

hey everyone... how have ya been?  things are getting better here... i haven't updated in a week but a lot has actually happened in this past week... lotsa drama.  i've realized that im never gunna be able to get away from the drama so i might as well make the best of my situations... i mean i definitely cause some of the drama but my stupid decisions but its not all caused by me.  things are getting back on track though which is really good cause i didn't know how much more i could handle!  but yeah other than all the drama summer has been boring... im stuck at the house which sucks!  pretty much the only thing i do is work... i need the money but it gets old really fast.  i'm actually thinking about getting another job because i have to start paying car insurance... which is a bitch haha.  yeah i still need money to shop lol... but yeah other then that not much is goin on here.  but yeah i kinda also wunna say sorry about certain decisions that i have made lately that have been bad ones and hurt people that are close to me... i don't regret anything that i have done because it has kinda opened my eyes and made me see that i need to change my attitude a little.  i mean im still gunna go out and have a good time just not as much as i do now... and also i need to think how things are going to affect other people.  but yeah i guess thats it for now... this entry was kinda blah... but overall things are good... only 1 thing could make things great right now and hopefully i can get the 1 last thing that i want!  welp anyways guess i'll update later!

P.S.- dashboard confessionals new cd comes out tomorrow... yay!!!

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