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Damn, I cant believe its been almost a month since I updated this thing...

Well lets see... i just do a quick overall view of what has been up:

School: I somewhat like it cuz it gives me something to do but its a lot of work and I just dont want to do it but Im finally getting focused and Im going to start cracking down and just doing the work. So I am actually going to start trying to go to all my classes. I have made a few really good new friends.. and they are awesome...

Work: it has been good... i mean it is work... everything has been just kinda going along...

Home: things were really rocky for a while with me and my mom... we were just fighting all the time but im trying to work shit out with her... and zach is still a pain in the ass. but shit has been a lil rocky since stepdad got kicked out... but everything is working out

Social: OMG.. man I turn 18 and I think I have lost my mind... doing shit that i said i would never... but hey there is nothing to hold me back so why not...right?!?!?!?....

And I guess finally there is me: well Im doing better... taking day by day...carpe diem

Well I gtg ( i work my first midnight tonight... im kinda excited) so ill ttyl

~*Samantha*~

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Well my 18th birthday was on sunday... and i was not all that bad... i didnt think that it was going to go as well as it did... i couldnt ask for a better set of friends... my cell phone was going off like mad... and i loved ever minute of it... i felt so loved... well went out for lunch and walked around the mall then went to see my mom and then to the porn shop... yes the porn shop... well then justin come back to hang out at the house for a while...

well i think that i have lost my mind since i turned 18... its crazy... everything that i said i never wanted or would do... i either have or thought about or tried to do... i guess thats what i get for my mom being in the hospital and having like no rules.... i love my mom but its going to suck when she comes home... i know it sounds bad... i suck

and this week aint been bad... been talking to cherish a lot and hanging with drew and justin a lot... it been loads of fun... i so need to keep up on my college work though... so much work... but whatev.. i always find a way to get it done... right?!?!?!

well i guess thats about it...

Samantha

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Hey people... well shit has been going up and down... my car ended up being okay, i passes my first college exam with an 82, i ran into an old frined lisa, and my birthday is in 4 days... well the bad stuff is that my mom has been in the hospital since wednesday but i have gotten to have the whole house to my self since then (to bad i dont have a guy lol jking) ... its been kinda nice...even though it seems like im never even here though... ive been trying to work my ass off and it kinda sucks cuz i havent gotten to see my mom since firday... but she understands... and oct. 14th im going to my first club... cant wait... if n e one wants to go let me know...  even though certain ppl that could go wont and you know who you are... but im hoping i have fun and my birthday turns out okay...well im out... gtg get ready for school...

Samantha