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omg i havent updated in like FOREVER!!! well, not much has happened in the last month but a few things...my mom finally made me an appointment to get my liscense on the 23rd of december but i am so scared about the parallel parking. w/e hopefully it all goes well.

today was the little church play thingy and all went well, no mess ups that the audience could tell, we did skip a few lines but nobody could tell.

one week till christmas!!! can't wait but then that means we hafta go back to school, that sucks. for new years, me and ashley are going with my church to gatlinburg (sp?) hopefully that will be fun.

w/e i gotta go, much love

one more day...that's what i keep telling myself. one more day until "turkey break" (*insider* from dozier's class) can't wait, but that's a whole freakin week that i don't get to see everybody again, i already had to wait 5 whole days this past week with me having the FLU!!! and all...that was bad enough, now i have to wait a whole nuther...(is that really a word?)...week to see all yall again. ugh!!! this week sucks already though because i have soooooooo much make up work that's all due tomorrow before each period's test, since all the teachers decide to give us a test before we go on a break and then we have to suffer for a whole week not knowing what the heck our grade is... but anyway...

haven't done much lately, my aunt asked me to babysit on saturday night and that will hopefully get me outta the house for atleast one day, (HINT: my grandpa's coming down for A WHOLE FREAKIN WEEK!!! and he get's my room because i've got a bigger bed than my brother, how unfair is that!?!...

hopefully i can talk my parents into letting me do something of some kind of fun to get me away from this place i've been stuck at for 5 days without getting out at all except for school. ugh!...

this morning, it was so funny, my mom threatened to take my phone away (i've only had it for two months) because i was talking back to her and she was getting annoyed. whatever... get over it, isn't that what a teenager does to their parents?!? lol j/k but whatever, ttyl

love always

well, not much has happened over the last couple of days...weeks...

this past weekend, me and ashley spent the whole thing with each other. we babysat friday night for these people that go to my church and then saturday was the best... we both went over to david's for a party, had LOTS of fun...lol then sunday, i went to church as usual and nothing special happened that day. we had the fall festival that night and that was a full three hours of zzzzzzz!!! it was so boring. but w/e

this past week has been so slow too. monday, i spent the night with ashley to pass out candy for halloween. didnt get much people though but we had good times and made more *insiders* lol

this weekend my dad's going to mississippi for a week and hopefully i can talk my mom into taking me to the mall cause i am in desperate need for new winter clothes cause i barely have any. i cant believe its almost thanksgiving...can't wait but this is the time of the year where i gain tons of weight cause of all the food i eat, but then again, i exercise it all off by january because of soccer.

today we had another practice...a lot of girls showed up and some of them were good but others didnt know what the heck they were doing so i feel a little more confident about the new girls. there's still some from ICMS that havent even come out and thats what im really worried about cause if they make the team and i dont... then there is gonna be one pissed off girl right here. but w/e tryouts aint even till a couple of weeks away, maybe even a couple of months, who knows...lol the coach aint even come out there which sucks cause the guys are starteing next week and if the coach aint out there with us then we get kicked off the field. :( w/e ttyl

love always

hey yall, well i just got home and i had a pretty good day. it was the best in mrs. wilson's class, though. me, brandi, and wesley had a, well..."deep" conversation about something. it was so hilarious that i don't even remember what were supposed to be talking about.

since i'm really bored and you probably are too, then fill this out for me...

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we'll be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me
12. Physically what stands out?  
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish i was cooler?
15. Am I lovable?
16. How long have you known me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. What was your first impression?
19. Do you still think that way about me now?
20. What do you think my weakness is?
21. Do you think i'll get married?
22. What makes me happy?
23. What makes me sad? 
24. What reminds you of me?
25. If you could give me anything what would it be?
26. How well do you know me?
27. When's the last time you saw me?
28. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt?
29. Do you think i could kill someone?
30. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what i say about you?

thanks and love always

well that icon last entry was from brandi's site, she wanted me to comment on her so here it is brandi, your credit for your icon.

lol dont ask what that was about...

dont you hate it when someone you thought cared about you, or used to care atleast,... talks about you behind your back? personally i hate it. that person, not that he'll ever see this cause i dont think he has a xanga, is really gettin on my nerves about the whole thing. if he wants attention that bad, he needs to go jump off a bridge then maybe someone will care. sorry for that, that was mean...

well, this week was the slowest ever even though it was a four day. mrs. wilson's class today was soooooooo long that i tried falling asleep when we were watching this movie but then she finally noticed that too many people were laying their head down and not paying attention to her stupid video, she told everyone to pick their head up and sit straight up. it pissed me off so bad because i was almost fully asleep. ugh! that was an hour and a half of sleep i could of had, but she took it away from me. just let me say this... it was a bad day overall... the shole thing i was talking about, loss of sleep...lol, and i didn't even get to see david that much, only twice, which im kinda glad cause i was in a bad mood and i definately didn't want to blow up in his face, but w/e life goes on.

sunday, i have this People to People meeting that will let me go to Australia and New Zealand and i think my parents may be leaning toward not letting me go at all. i told them that i could raise the money by myself and they are still mad at that. i need money people, if you know of any ideas, please tell me!!! tomorrow's my church's BBQ so if you wanna get in touch with me, call my cell, i'll be there all day probably but not for sure. atleast till four anyways.

btw... this ones for brandi again...

I'm lookin for mrs.bubble gum
I'm mr. chik-o-stick
I wanna (dun dun dunt) (oh)
Cuz you so thick

lol...*insider*

love always