ok so its been awile so i figured i would update...not sure if anyone reads this anymore but anywho...im on lunch and not that hungry so i have nothing better to do..hahahahah...hmmm lets see....I TURN 21 IN 8 DAYS!!!! im so excited!!!! oo and the best thing....i have a wonderful boyfriend that i love so much!!! hes the best and i love him to death....hes the one and i know it...we are perfect together and i cant wait till one day we get married and have kids... :) hehehehe..yeah i know im dumb...lol......hmmm lets see what else...i start school in august so that should be fun...other than nothing much is new.......well im out...

<3 always amanda

I LOVE U MARK ALLEN MAST!!!!!! <3 4/26/2008

ok lets see whats new.....hmmmmm......i got accepted into RACC so i start in the fall...majoring in nursing...i am so excited...so come fall i am going to be super busy with working full time at Berks and going to school PT at night...but i can do it..it will be well worth it in the end......im done with essentials for fire co..all i have to do is the burn and we dont know for sure when that will be. im so excied thou but nervious at the same time. other than that nothing is really new. just hanging with with friends and realizing who my real friends are...like i cant belive that they didnt like smack me for being the lil bitch that i was being...geesh guys come on!! lol..jk...for a while i have been kinda ditching the friends that mean the world to me for ppl that well i thought were my friends...i didnt talk to certain ppl cuz other ppl didnt like them...well it finally smacked me in the face.....i shouldnt have to change who my friends are just for ppl to like me cuz my real friends shouldnt care and like me for ME!!! and wowa what would u know i have been having the best time and i think things are finally going back to the way they were like a year ago when everything was perfect....:)

so campfire with the besties at sams this weekend...i cant wait.....its gonna be just like old times.....:) hopefully the one that makes me smile comes....:) :) those who know me best know who that is...hehehhehehe....

well other than that nothing much is new....im on lunch at work and not hungry cuz i had a late breakfast......

so well i think im gonna go take a walk outside cuz i hear it kinda nice outside today.....

<3 always

AMANDA

I TURN 21 IN 77 DAYS!!!!! :) :)

well is been over a month.....nothin much is new...working my full time job at berks emergency and then my part time seasonal job at bear creek in the daycare has me pretty busy...and sometime in there i manage to take essentials...i cant wait till the day that i can pack up and go interior...i have always wanted to be a firefigher since i was little but never thought it would happen....other than that nothin is really new...spending time with the best friends ever! they keep me sain i swear...without them i dunno what i would do.....oooo yeah and there is this boy...lets see how shall i put it..he liked me over the summer told me how he felt and i shut him down big time n broke his heart....truth being i wasnt ready for another relationship at the time....it wasnt that i didnt like him cuz belive me i did! and now i see him and it brings back all those feelings that i felt....but when i am around him i get all shy and i shouldnt because i have known him for like ever! so maybe tomm nite at hummels i will get the courage to ask him to dance and maybe even give him a hint that i like him. i know i sound all high school n stuff but hey i guess thats what crushes will do to ya! well its off to bed...long day tomm. work, then off to a meeting at bear creek, and then hopefully hummels if i get out of bear early enough...nite nite

<3 amanda

ok so im in a better mood today..i got my ipod back last nite thanks to yeager!!!! :) i know it was a lil bitchy what i said but i was just upset...i mean wouldnt u be to if someone took ur ipod??? and when u asked for it back they were tring to tell u when they wanted  to give it back...maybe i overreacted a lil but the ppl that i talked to said i wasnt... well i dunno....im over it now so yeah.......on another note......girls nite with megan tonite, going to eat and then either to montana west or hummels...cant decide....so who knows....im thinking mw to switch it up a lil from country music....thanksgiving...not really looking forward to it....its gonna be wierd without my grandmother there....but we will all get thru it its gonna be hard but yeah....friday i have off of work also... possibly going and visiting sam down at woodside n then who know what we are doing at nite....no emt class this weekend!! thank god i needed a break....well thats about it in "Amanda World"...lol...dont even ask....lol

if u wanna do something this weekend just call the cell!

<3 ya!
~amanda~