| back at UAlbany
good old TFK.
i can always count on them to be outside to gimme some lovin'. |
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| i'm home for the weekend and being here is great. Old friends, good times, fun-filled laughter.
The weather is gorgeous and the people here are just as loving as when i left.
Although, to going homecoming was one of the strangest and scariest things about coming back. I know i've changed a great deal since i went away. But everything here has stayed the same. and because of it, my progression seemed to turn to regression once i walked onto that field surrounded by the people that made high school hell.
I turned into the shy and reserved girl that i hated in my past. and let me tell you, it sucked being her again. Feeling an intense insecurity come over me and a paranoia which convinced me that i was just known as the dyke of hicksville high.
Life would so much more comfortable once quick judgements stopped and getting to really know a person became more common.
but i'm alright now, considering i'm not on school grounds and back with the family that has accepted me for who i was and helped me through the dark aspects of my past life.
and luckily, overall, my life is amazing with the people i know now.
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| if we don't forgive we end up alone. |
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| i almost died today."if that dog bit any lower than it did, you would have bled to death. You're very lucky, you have no idea." i have 27 external sutures and about 20 internal. i'm drugged up on vicodin and my face has never looked more disguisting. |
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