| so here we are again. i've missed you xanga. life is silly. i thought to myself on new years..."thank goodness that pathetic stupid 2007 is finally over with" but good grief! if 2008 doesn't shape up its bound to be a repeat.
but things will be okay. it isn't the end of the world. a lot can change in a matter of minutes... so i'm not even going to try to figure out whats going to happen and how to deal. one lousy day at a time is all i can handle : )
okay. i'm really not that pathetic and bitter. life is okay, and i'm tough. i'm a big girl and am alright.
i have good people in my life who love me no matter what stupid things i do. and when all else fails i have pete and raefael. oh yah, and i can't forget about blue koolaid...never let me down yet. i didn't waste my time. i don't believe that for one second. not that it matters.
school is lame. well technically i like my childrens literature class. but shhh, don't tell anyone. work is mostly fun- helping old people with their banking needs amuses me for the most part. the apartment life is going splendidly. especially the corner cabinet that holds my seasons of friends and gilmore girls. they keep me sane.
growing up is hard and wonderful and scary and beyond exciting. such an awful combination.
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| i don't have any words to use lately. never seem to use the right ones anyways. i watched disturbia last night and for some reason that intense movie put me in a halfway decent mood. i'm tired of school. and i have so much to do in the next week and half that its not even funny. all i want to do right now is move in with rachel... and watch willy wonka and the chocolate factory while dancing with the oompa loompas and eating massive amounts of junk food. this summer will be nothing but work and college algebra and gilmore girls. and i can't wait. maybe things will be okay again. i miss yous not enough. |
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| day one and it already scares me. i'm sorry but i don't care enough about enviomental issues to write a 15 page paper all about it. dummies. hello by the way. i'm gonna give you a week...and then i'll have nothing to say. fool me once- shame on you fool me twice- shame on me and believe me...that WON'T be happening i need to stop buying so many books that mess up my view of reality. i got a new computer...my laptop (jonah) makes me silly with excitment
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| um school is fine. it keeps me busy and well thats about it. finally meeting some nice people there, which is super nice.
in other news, i have a niece :) emma grace thomas was born at around 4:30 this afternoon. she's beautiful and i like her a lot. i like being an aunt. so hooray for tyler and emma, two of my favorite people in the world.
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| i don't know...i suppose it was a good summer. time to be a grown up, well more grown up than usual. that's okay by me cause i'm ready for something new. even if college algebra is going to kick my butt :(
davm;oireanmoveanve4a[b49ambadkjg[aiw ^ thats what i have to say to you and all we were.
had a sleepover a few nights ago and it was pretty spectacular :)
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