I Miss My Freind

I miss the look of surrender in your eyes
The way your soft brown hair would fall
I miss the power of your kiss when we made love
But baby most of all

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I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend

I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes
I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now
Saying it'll be alright

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I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss our silly fights
The making up
The morning talks
And those late afternoon walks

I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again and let the light back in
I miss my friend
      

     This is how I seem to feel right now and how I think I have felt for about a month now because I am ready for the healing to begin.Because it is really hard to experience your heartbreaking in what seems like 10 million pieces when you have never felt pain like this before. It hurts I can definitly tell you that.

 The Astros season is starting soon and what I wouldn't give to be able to be at Minute Maid Park right now watching a game and eating a Super Star Dog with a Suvioner cup with Coke. Go Astros! I just wish I could be happy and I know that would bring me some happiness or atleast I think. I know it certainly usually does bring me happiness but now I don't know. Well I hope everyone has a good day.

            What do dreams really mean?

I hope everyone is having a great Christmas Break!