U know what this is about......

I got a lot of things on my mind in these past few days.... Yeah if u havn't heard yet Michelle is going out with Rohan.. Well yeah I kinda found that out on Friday when they were showing their affection towards each other in the morning also during the assembly.. I got confirmation on this when I saw her at break and I could tell she couldn't look me in the eyes.. I also got confirmation during lunch when Marvin told me.. Haha the funny thing is that I only told a few people and by lunch a lot of my friends already knew..... Then after school I got another confirmation from Nelson and he told me like that she might not be moving.. I am not sure if this is true though.. so yeah.... Was I good? At keeping my emotions hidden? It seemed like I was happy, right? I wanted to really front on her but I wanted to be the better person...

Well yeah.... you can say that I am mad, You can say I hate you, You can say that I don't wanna talk to you, you can say that Our Friendship is OVER and you can say SORRY. But there is more to say. I dunno how I really feel anymore.... It's like all my emotions disappeared that day... All I can think of is that you ended up playin' me anyways.... Even though you said that you didn't want to, before all this happened. I guess my only mistake was that I ever met you.. And if I can change time I would have chosen to never have known you... If this is how you treat your friends then, it must suck to be your friend. I guess now I know why that one song reminds you of me.. (Mario Winans - I dun't wanna know). Since I can't change the past I guess all I can do is forget that this ever happened.. Me meeting you, me liking you and you hurting me... I want to forget all the memories we had with each other the time we first talked, The time we went to "Your show 5" and the time we went to prom with eachother.... I already started, I burned all of the copies I had for our prom pics... and the pic of you when u were at morp...

So I guess that, when you told me that I was the "greatest guy" you ever met that it was all BULLSHIT... I guess when You told me that you didn't wanna hurt me, that was BULLSHIT Too. Cuz in the end you ended up hurting me more than you can imagine... When you told me you didn't wanna move on any further cuz didn't wanna start anything you can't finish that was BULLSHIT!!! Cuz I can obviously see that one was a lie everytime I see you.. Whats the matter you can't look me in the eyes anymore? I wonder why.... So our friendship from the start was probably BULLSHIT too..I wonder if you were also lieing when you told me that you cried at PCN... And When you told me that your moving.. Was that BULLSHIT too?

Well I can't take this MC shit no more so I am most likely (75 percent) going to transfer to WV next year.. This will probably help me a lot... Sorry to my friends that I am moving but this is probably the best thing for me.. Sorry for our senior plans next Year.... Being on the Newspaper staff next year with Lance and Adonis and fooling around... Wearing our [|sBk|] shirts for our senior pics... Struggling through AP gov hahah, and pulling out our all nighters... Playing football next year for MC(especially sorry to Marvin, Alexand, Erbie, and Nelson for letting them down by not playing next year..) Sorry to Coach Enriques, Coach Hacker and Coach Spence for transfering schools and might play for WV... Sorry to all the peeps that will probably call me a Traitor for going to WV LOL...

You said that I probably will not forgive you.. Which was right on target.. I am never gonna forgive you... I just can't. I guess that all the times I saw you and you had a sad look on your face that u were probably lieing... and the last 4 days that I wanted to call you but you never answered cuz u were too busy, went to sleep, your mom/sister was using the phone was just a lie..

Well I would have told you this in person but I can see that your avoiding me... And that I'd probably do something stupid... I guess Abby was right about you...

Yesterday was the LONGEST DAY EVER!!!!! Lol How would like being stuck in a van for 10+ hours??? LOL haha The temperature in the felt like I was in an airplane...... It was either REALLY HOT or REALLY COLD..... We arrived here at like 6:00 AM. My cousins laptop wasn't working so we couldn't watch movies on the way. But my brother and my cousin Edmond ended up trying to freestyle battle with each other which was pretty funny Cuz it was bad Lol. then When we got to my sis's new house we all went to sleep for like 4 hours then we got ready to go to San Francisco.... Were about to San Francsico but i am just waiting for everyone to finish so we can get on the move on. Well While I am here I better take this survey cuz right now I am kinda bored....Aight i just returned from San Francisco!!! and I just got to say that that town is WEIRD!!!! LOl.. From the momment we first rolled in i was just staring out the car window at some of the structures of the city then all of a sudden my cousins and my parents were like EWWW!!! then AHAHAHA. so i turned my head to see what they were laughing at it turned out to be this one guy he was biking nonchalantly .BUT the weird thing was that he was FUCKING NAKED!!!!! HAHA there so many crazy people in the CITY lol.. Well next we were gonna go to Fisherman's Wharf but yeah of course there was no parking.........so we ended up going ot the golden gate bridge and taking pictures... We decided to walk to across the bridge and when we were walking and reached the half way point My hair was out of CONTROL!!!Lol i guess i should of worn gel that day... Also I was so scared when we reached the halwasy point Lol i couldn't even go to the edge of the bridge and look down cuz that was like where the strongest winds were.When we were walking back my cousin ryan and I were talking about DEATH lol haha.. he asked me if u were to die...would u rather die by accidentally slippping on the street of the bridge and getting hit by a car going 70 miles an hour then getting run over by 3 cars or by or would u rather die by getting blown off the bridge falling into the water and if the landing doesn;'t kill you u'd be paralyzed and end up drowning? Hmm this was was a tough choice?? HAHHA no I chose to get run over by the car LOL cuz i am scared of heights. The after that I asked him If u fell off the bridge would ur eyes be open or closed? he says open to see where he was going then he would close his eyes Lol but I picked that my eyes would be closed... After that we went to square street where all the MALLS were. We went to NIKE TOWN they had all the stuff the other store doesn't have.. Well all i bought today was some Air Force 1's LOL  pure white with a a gray swoosh symbol. The we went to the San Francisco mall which was like 4 bloacks away it was a cool looking mall...My cousin  said that the escalators reminded him of Hogwarts Castle LOL. Cuz they would go around in a castle and the mall was like 7 stories high and all we went to was Footlocker and some other stores.. Next we ate at this one place it was called Moon Star haha it reminded me of a place called Great Moon LOl even though they are nothing ALIKE!!!! MOONSTAR WAS TERRIBLE!!!! YThe food was soooo bad.... Lol hahah if u go to SF never EVER EAT THERE!!!!.. Ohh yeah Most of the day we spent TRYING TO LOOK FOR PARKING!!! LOL haha well right now imma sleep PayCE!!