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| i'm going to be a loser now and post five months after my last entry.
breath...1,2,3 (a nice little cheer from Woody that really helps)
this weekend was easterns and it was awesomely fun. saw hot guys playing ultimate, had the most amazingly fun (and suprising) surprise bday party at the cool restaurant with games (DDR!), and played what i believe was some pretty awesome ultimate. Just plain fun. last games of the season, looks like, if states fails. thats whats really sucking big time.
so my dad started talking about extracurriculars out of the blue tonight. and i was freaking out and crying on how i dont feel like i have sufficient ones for stupid college. tonight my dad made me realize how much pressure stuy has put on me. i cant believe i hadn't really noticed. the amount of time i have been thinking and worrying about college is just RIDICULOUS. why am i trying to play out my highschool life so that it is most appealing to colleges? i should be enjoying it, and doing the extracurriculars that i want to and love to do. besides, i know that i will most likely lead a succesful and happy life without going to the college that i believe is the 'best'.
That is why i have ultimate. i am coming to rely on it more and more, cause i love doing it, and i love you guys that come with it. | | |
| you guys suck. thats right. everyone who is reading this sucks. i post for the first time in several months, and i get no love in return?
anyway... i need to decide on cty soon. so any1 who reads this that goes there, can u please post and tell me if ur returning/what course ur taking?
i am sooo tired. finals weeks, and practices, they're just taking it out of me | | |
| so ive decided to update for some reason, i guess im just in the mood. and its weird cause ive gotten some subscribers since the time ive last updated. you weirdos... i still love u guys tho.
so hows life? i cant complain right this second. last week was hell cause i had soooooooo much work. i wrote a 15 pg paper on codes which was fun... yeah.. thats right. 15 pages!!!! kind of proud of the fact that i was able to write that much.
so what has happened in my life between october 16 and now? hmm... not a ton i want to mention, or atleast not to everyone... vacations/weekends/going to baltimore/going to NJ have been fun... im like counting the days till summer. i swear its almost here. here's my logic: we're already half way there, and then feb break is around the corner, and then we have to get through march which in my opinion is the most boringest month of them all... so anyway, after that is apr break, and then my birthday (may), and then june and then thats it... it is so close. u just watch. think im crazy? well we'll see
o yeah, got my CTY brochure in mail today. none of the courses seem especially appealing, and im debating wether to return this summer. (cause you know how much summer is important to me!)
Ultimate is awesome. i think the team is such a great group of people... (not to say that last year wasnt).. still anticipating how well we'll do in an actual game/tournament but u know..
KRISTEN! WE MUST GET 2GETHER THIS WEEKEND! I WILL DIE WITH OUT MY PROPER DOSAGE OF KRISTEN!!!! AND I CANT FORGET RACHEL!!! WE MUST MAKE PLANS!!!
Have i covered all aspects of my life already? wow. there's not much in it i guess. will post again once i remember my life more | | |
| yeah. so i havent updated in a REALLY long time. guess i just dont have an interesting enough life :(
quick updates: - moving to my new room downstairs! (YAYAYAYAYAY! so excited! bed comes on tues!) - last 2 weeks in school have been a drag. just sorta feeling out of it. but i think im better now. - Ultimate's been lots of fun. there lots of sophmores now, so thats good. and practices arent too harsh... (except those damn leglifts/bunny hops/ air kick thingys! *cough* *cough* *angel*...... -got to start thinking about halloween plans... - been hanging with marg & char (the twins) a lot recently, and its been really fun. - got my new board out on the water couple weeks ago. omg, it was so hard... but yet fun and addictive. and *cough* *cough* Cole got a DENT in it already, but its all good cause Clay fixed it up... so awesome! - went to a spa/swimming pool place for the long weekend which was nice, with rachel, sam, and family... (BROWNIE BLADDER! PARTY POOPER!) - we're planned to have a little camp reunion in Philly, which should be awesome. hope i can make it! ;)
cant think of anything right now.... got to go move more stuff....
GO YANKEES! | | |
| so, havent updated in a while. changed my schedule. ultimate tryouts are this week.
....its so sad. this guy who went to bronx science ODed on heroine and now he's dead. i met him once, i didnt know he was such a druggie tho. people were going to his funeral, which i think was today. some people were wearing all black... i just cant believe someone i know (even that remotely) is dead. he was only a sophmore. me and marg just mentioned him this weekend. its so fucking weird
its just so fucked up | | |
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