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Monday, January 21, 2008

  • To my best friend

    Years back, I saw this short haired bubbly  moody girl in my church. For some reason, we always end up fighting. Years later, we become friends. We stood together and faced our life. We become "best friends" . We learned to dream together and share our sorrows and joys while smiling at each other. Together we solved all over problems and become the shadow of each other. We called ourself best of all best friends. Time passed, over the years the best of friends choose different road and went away from each other. They still fight. They still try to irritate each other. They tell each other, life has been changed so much. But even after years later they remained to be the best of all best friends.





    Dearest Renutti,
    Even if I never meet you again, You are still my best friend. The one I love to share my darkest secrets and wildest dreams.  I miss fighting with you :) . Happy Belated Birthday . I just hope and wish on your birthday that you will find all the happiness and love in the world. You deserve the very best in everything you do. I will be right here to kick your @$$ whenever you need one :) . Love you lots and stay the same.

    Here goes a faith hill song for you on your birthday.





    There You'll Be
    by Faith Hill
    album: Pearl Harbor Movie Soundtrack (2001)
    When I think back on these times
    And the dreams we left behind
    I'll be glad cause I was blessed to get
    To have you in my life

    When I look back on these days
    I'll look and see your face
    You were right there for me

    CHOURS:
    In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
    In my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life
    I'll keep a part of you with me
    And everywhere I am there you'll be
    And everywhere I am there you'll be

    Well you showed me how it feels
    To feel the sky within my reach
    And I always will remember all
    The strength you gave to me

    Your love made me make it through
    Oh I owe so much to you
    You were right there for me

    CHOURS:
    In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
    In my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life
    I'll keep a part of you with me
    And everywhere I am there you'll be

    Cause I always saw in you my light my strength
    And I wanna thank you now for all the ways
    You were right there for me, you were right there for me
    You were right there for me for always

    CHOURS:
    And in my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
    In my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life
    I'll keep a part of you with me
    And everywhere I am there you'll be
    And everywhere I am there you'll be
    There you'll be

    Hugs & kicks,
    Saj

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

  • Letter to my father

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    My Dears't Appa,

    Days are just flying. I can't believe its been a year since you left us. Amma still cry when I talk to her in the evenings. She become old very soon, lost a lot of weight and her hair become grey. Remember we used to have so much fun in the tea times, talking about Amma's hair. My heart aches when I look at her. There are times she gets really angry and disappointed because she miss you badly. I feel helpless at times.  Me and Chechi try our best to keep her happy. Appu miss you madly. He sit in front of your picture, look at you and then with a deep sigh, just run away. Amma liked our new home. I wish you were there with us. Life would have been much better and happy.

    I have your favorite watch with me. I open the case and touch it but never really got the courage to wear it. I think I just keep it with me till my last days. When I open your cupboard, I still  get that nice warm smell of yours. I miss our cricket debates and talks. Now when I go home, its so boring to watch cricket. 

    First I thought, things are just going to be fine after few days. But Appa, I figured the gap can never be filled with anything else in the world. We all miss you badly. Recently I met with a car accident Appa. After the accident, people pulled me out of the car. I was laying down on the ground and waiting for the ambulance to come. I was crying in pain, Anjo was unconscious. When I looked at the sky, I saw so you smiling at me. I heard your voice Appa. I thought you panicked to see my like that. Then I heard your comforting voice,  "Saju, thats fine, be strong and you can handle this, get up get up " exactly like you used to tell me whenever I faced problems. I almost felt you touched me again that day. I saw you giving me that wide innocent smile and your eyes were shining. And thats when I took charge of the situation. Anjo is getting better now.

    Thank you for teaching me the most beautiful lessons in life Appa. I have to say, You are my inspiration and idol. Thank you for being a wonderful father Appa. Thank you for teaching me how to be a perfect Son, Brother, Husband, Father and Grand Father. Abel still ask about you. Looking at your shirts, he will say "Appacha's shirt that is..." and he even try to use your after shave :)

    Appa, You live in our heart forever and we will be missing you till we meet you again. I love you lots and I promise, I will continue making you a proud father. I shall see you soon.

    Hugs,
    Saj

Thursday, September 13, 2007