there is nothing in the world you can control.

of course sometimes you feel like you estimate how will it go and try to change it.
but we actually like leaves, when the breeze have to take you away, u can try hard to stick to the tree, yet it was the tree or the wind decide u have to go or not.

we, human , are simply creature, not immortal.

we try to stay because we dont know wt is going on.
we afraid of unknown, yet future is, pathatically, equals to unknown.
nothing can be confirmed.

i can only promise u i will try, but u know there is always something bigger.
u may say that i have the choice of "to be or not to be".
but i cant make a choice without concerning all others,
a play without one single actor cannot play, even how "tiny" he was.

i dont want to give u empty words, and you know i wont
i do always want to fulfill ur wishes, didnt i?

drama is my dream, it is mt hobby, or u can say it is part of me,
if u love me, please. love my drama too.

please appreciate how much i put on it.
please appreciate how much pressure i carry for it.
please appreciate how brave i am becasue of it.