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Currently Listening Live in Buffalo: July 4th 2004 (CD & DVD) By Goo Goo Dolls Iris see related

snowboarding was AWESOME. i completely forgot how to snowboard for the first two hours... but after that i remembered how to turn, and everything got a lot less complicated. haha.

so we did some backwards somersaults down the trails, got high off energy drinks, lost people every now and then, had some nice wipeouts, ate cheez-its, encountered a strange change machine, and i got a bunch of my energy drink all over my face thanks to my wonderful brother.

an act which i will avenge.
muahaha.

twas a fun night. we definitely need to go again sometime...
so now i'm home, tired (the "high" of that energy drink wore off, and now i'm like usdghhhh....), and sore. but happy.
and i'm off......... to see the wizard.
the wonderful wizard of oz!

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

Currently Listening Swing Swing By The All-American Rejects Swing Swing see related

it seems the price for cranmore has
been upped to $15.
juuuuust to letcha know.

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portland was fun yesterday. class was incredible; that was seriously the best i have EVER done in a ballet class. i was nowhere near being good, but it was definitely an improvement. i'm starting to think that maybe there's hope for me, if i just keep on pushing myself..

then i got to watch the last hour of annas class with bruce. i am so jealous. not even funny. i envy every one of those kids.
they have the money and the time to take
his class. bruce is awesome. if i could take his class, my life would be complete.
yeah.

and the bonus for the day:
i got $10 pointe shoes.
woOooOT.
love it. the last pair i bought cost $90.

so i guess you could say thursday was a day for improvements?

and i also got to spend some time with my wonderful sister. we havent talked in a while girl.. not that we dont know whats going on in each others lives all the time. haha.
".. but deep DEEP down, we are kindred spirits ..."

snowboarding. cranmore. 4-9:00.
$12. come.

".. she turned me into a newt ..."

Currently Listening The Album Of The Soundtrack Of The Trailer Of The Film Of Monty Python And The Holy Grail By Monty Python see related

here i am
in a river of questions
can i pour my heart out
to a listening ear?
i see this life
its valleys and mountians
and i think of all the roads
that brought me here



i've questioned my reasons
the life i'm living
i've questioned my ability
to judge wrong from right
i've questioned all the things
that i've ever called certian
my race
my religion
my country
my mind

but the one thing i dont question
is You
You really love me
like You say You do

hold me



well i've questioned my friendships
alliance
dependence
who will still be here
when i fall?
only one thing doesnt change
only one thing stays the same
all i know at the end of the day
is Your love remains

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ook. new plans again. but they're not rock solid plans. dont build any houses on them...

hmm. yes. anyway, i dont know if snowboarding will fly (well, board..) tomorrow, so i think i'll be going saturday night at cranmore instead. its half the price, and i wanted to go go king pine some monday too.. soo... yup. how does saturday sound?

peace.

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confusion.
i need to tell someone that i know who he is because he thought that i thought he didnt thou-think i knew that he knew who i was? he was? um. right.
and i'm getting married. hahaha.
awesome bus ride. youknowit.

"How do you know she's a witch?"
"Well, she turned me into a newt!"
"A newt?"

"...I got better.."