| just for a secondSo maybe its only for a second. and maybe its not meant to be... but it makes me so happy for just a second. just your smile. just your eyes. just you.
please don't take this the wrong way. and don't tell me to go away. just let me be happy...for a second... 
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| i don't understand!maybe you're not happy with me. but you won't talk to me. you won't tell me anything. you're all like "oh, i understand"... but you won't talk to me about it. its like you want to prove to me that you understand... but you never do. i hate the world. god.
did you ever consider that all i want is a hug? i just want someone to love me for who i am. for once. just hug me...and never let go... please.
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| please, please, please.... open your eyes.
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| the big two zero...so i'm old now. i'm no longer a teenager. oh well. i enjoyed it while it lasted. but 20. -sigh- its such a totally unimportant age.
my friends threw me a wonderful party. it was fantastic, and i had a complete blast. oh my gosh. it was great.
i'm more busy now than i thought i ever would be. working 40 hours a week and taking freaking BIOLOGY isn't so much fun. this definitely won't be one of my easiest summers.
i hate flys. ugh.
ok, i'm going to do more biology... just a random update.
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