b: nothing so far

Plan for the day; do NOT eat. I am going to the doctor today. And I have to get weighed everytime I go there. I do not want to weigh in. I know I will be more than last time. Ugh I cant wait to get to my first goal weight.

edit 11:50pm update

l: subway- 345

d: nothing

total- 555 [yay]

So I weighed in at 148. But The doc app. was scary....My stomache is in knots. They did an EKG and it had some irregularities in it and now I have to have an echocardiogram. And they took alot of blood so they can do a bunch of tests...including a pregnancy test. I would be about 3 months along if it came back positive. But I can NOT be pregnant. I took like 4 home tests all said no. But the doc seems to think, that maybe I am. Ugh I hate this. Too much stress. Im going to kings island tomorrow, and idk, im not feeling it. I wont know the results of my blood work til Monday at the earliest. Im scared about alot of things like that I might be pregnant, or that there is something wrong with my heart or something else shows up in my bloodwork.....Im sooo worried and scared and a million other things.