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Name: Brittney
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Abilene
Birthday: 3/13/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Him, Any and every thing, Music, Kenny Chensey, Dancing, Being With My Amazing Friends, Sigma Alpha, Watching Movies, Rosas!, Texas Rangers, Butterflies, Shopping, Family, Sweet Kisses, Driving In The Car With Miss Zamzow, Sweet Tea, JEREMY CAMP!, Football, Good Long Hugs, Starbucks,Children, Theta Alpha Zeta PC 17, ...
Expertise: SHOOT IM GOOD AT ANYTHING....well except throwing a football cause my hands are too small....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  soultattoo313
Member Since:
7/7/2005
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| Well alot is still happeing in my life...the Lord never ever lets my life stand still...but I have come to find that I am growing and learning in every sense of the word. If anything my life has only gotten that much harder, but it lets me feel and know that I am that much closer to the Lord. Yes I make my mistakes, everyday, but I am working them, and using them to shape me into who I really am. Dont get me wrong I know who I am, but with all that is going on in my life right now I am constantly reminded that I have never truely stopped blooming into who I will be the rest of my life. Ive started with a firm foundation and now Im simply reaching out into areas Ive never known, good and bad, to only add to my character and soul. And I know I have disappointed people, made people strive that much harder to be who they are, and just flat out been selfish, but for once in my life I am doing something for me, testing the waters and pushing boundaries to see what I really want and dont want...and Im sorry to those who disagree or dont like it, honestly forgive me for just simply trying to live my life to the fullest and having no regrets. I never want to look back later on in life and wonder would could have been and so far I havent had to do that. I feel blessed to have lived and live the life I am now. Yes I WILL stumble and I WILL fall but Im fully aware of the Lord's power, grace, and strength that will take care of me.And I wont truly be living until I do these two things. Can I just say that I am glad that some of you are along for the ride with me...it excites me like nothing else I have ever known!! Well enough rambling for now...just know alot is on my plate and Im trying my best to work through it! Be blessed and loved so deeply it hurts! Exodus 14:14 | | |
| THIS IS FOR ADAM! There is a lot going on right now...Sing is over( yay Sigma Alpha 2005 Sing Winners! )and now I somewhat have my life back...school is good...all two classes that Im taking because of a stupid situtation...I got the substitute teaching job...what else?? God continues to refine patience in my life...which is no easy task by any means....hate to say I love facebook alot more....I cant wait for Christmas to be here cause its my favorite holiday....and I wish Abilene would get cold already...I love cold weather....my scarfs are getting lonely in my closet....we have a ton of rushes this semester and that makes me happy!!! Haley should be packing right for our fall break now but is sitting here talking to me about boys....Gotta love my roomies and all their boy drama....Well thats about it for now....Love and miss all of yall!!!
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| Life Can Be So Unfair....But the Lord is gonna see me through... | | |
| "Been Driving Through The Night Pull Up And See TheLight This Is The Place That I Call Home I Watch You As You Dream I Think Of All You Mean To Me I Touch Your Face, Kiss You Softly And Before I Go To Sleep I Pray I Under The Stars, Search My Soul & Check My Heart
And Thank God For Another Day, Another Chance To Love The Ones I Love To Find My Way To Laugh, To Dance Watch The Sun Come Up Another Day I Get To Live As If Every Breath I Take Could Be The Last Take I Get Another Day
I've Got A Hand That I Can Hold Someone Who Knows My Soul A Safe Place To Lay My Head At Night So Why Do I Forget How Much I've Been Blessed In Life Forget What Means The Most To Me But I'm Waking Up Again I Feel My Beating Heart So Grateful That I've Come This Far And Thank God
For Another Day, Another Chance To Love The Ones I Love To Find My Way To Laugh, To Dance Watch The Sun Come Up Another Day To Live As If Every Breath Could Be The Last I Take I Get Another Day
To Make Somebody Smile Go The Extra Mile Take A Wrong & Make A Right And Try To Touch Somebody's Life
I Get Another Day...."
***~These are the TRUE desires of my heart!~***
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| Well today has been one of the hardest days I have had. And it all had to do with something that I had no earthly control over, but hey thats how real life is. Im starting to believe if the saying that says "Bad things happens to Good people" is true. No this is not what I wanted and no its not something that should have happpened. But it did. But honestly through all the worry, stress, and fear I expereinced I still would not, I repeat, would not trade it for the world, because of how the Lord is working in my life through it. Right now I am walking in complete blind faith, but I know that I dont have to see it because the Lord has taken me by the hand and asked me to be obidient with not seeing the way or knowing. He is just simply asking me to have faith like a child and trust Him. And you know what I am. For once in my life Im not gonna fight it, Im just gonna simply follow through on my Daddy's orders. Im not gonna complain and Im not gonna dwell on the past, Im keep on pushing forward, patiently waiting to experience whatever wonderful, out of this world blessings the Lord has waitng for me. And watch out because they will happen. And honestly to whoever is reading this, I hope and pray you get to experience what I have so that you too one day will know exactly what it is like to be held and loved by the Almighty One. Its not easy, but so humbling and rewarding. I know what George Strait was talking about when he says, "I've been knocked down by the slamming door, I picked myself up and came back for more"...Im not done yet and wont be for a good long while....Be blessed and loved deeply. And remember when everything falls this is what it means to be HELD. | | |
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