| | Well alot is still happeing in my life...the Lord never ever lets my life stand still...but I have come to find that I am growing and learning in every sense of the word. If anything my life has only gotten that much harder, but it lets me feel and know that I am that much closer to the Lord. Yes I make my mistakes, everyday, but I am working them, and using them to shape me into who I really am. Dont get me wrong I know who I am, but with all that is going on in my life right now I am constantly reminded that I have never truely stopped blooming into who I will be the rest of my life. Ive started with a firm foundation and now Im simply reaching out into areas Ive never known, good and bad, to only add to my character and soul. And I know I have disappointed people, made people strive that much harder to be who they are, and just flat out been selfish, but for once in my life I am doing something for me, testing the waters and pushing boundaries to see what I really want and dont want...and Im sorry to those who disagree or dont like it, honestly forgive me for just simply trying to live my life to the fullest and having no regrets. I never want to look back later on in life and wonder would could have been and so far I havent had to do that. I feel blessed to have lived and live the life I am now. Yes I WILL stumble and I WILL fall but Im fully aware of the Lord's power, grace, and strength that will take care of me.And I wont truly be living until I do these two things. Can I just say that I am glad that some of you are along for the ride with me...it excites me like nothing else I have ever known!! Well enough rambling for now...just know alot is on my plate and Im trying my best to work through it! Be blessed and loved so deeply it hurts! Exodus 14:14 |
| | Posted 11/6/2005 2:07 AM - 1 comments
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