http://www.xanga.com/brittfredLatest Xanga weblog from brittfreden-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfredhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/381754316/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/381754316/item.htmlSun, 06 Nov 2005 03:07:35 GMTWell alot is still happeing in my life...the Lord never ever lets my life stand still...but I have come to find that I am growing and learning in every sense of the word. If anything my life has only gotten that much harder, but it lets me feel and know that I am that much closer to the Lord. Yes I make my mistakes, everyday, but I am working them, and using them to shape me into who I really am. Dont get me wrong I know who I am, but with all that is going on in my life right now&nbsp;I am constantly reminded that I have never truely&nbsp;stopped blooming into who I will be the rest of my life. Ive started with a firm foundation and now Im simply reaching out into areas Ive never known, good and bad, to only add to my character and soul. And I know&nbsp;I have disappointed people, made people strive that much harder to be who they are, and just flat out been selfish, but for&nbsp;once in my life I am doing something for me, testing the waters and pushing boundaries to see what I really want and dont want...and Im sorry to those who disagree or dont like it, honestly&nbsp;forgive me for just&nbsp;simply&nbsp;trying to live&nbsp;my life to the fullest and having no regrets. &nbsp;I never want to look back later on in life and wonder would could have been and so far I havent had to do that. I feel blessed to have lived and live the life I am now. Yes I WILL <EM>stumble</EM> and I WILL <EM>fall</EM> but Im fully aware of the Lord's power, grace, and strength that will&nbsp;take care of me.And I wont truly&nbsp;be living until I&nbsp;do these two things. Can I just say that I am glad that some of you are along for the ride with me...it excites me like nothing else I have ever known!! Well enough rambling for now...just know alot is on my plate and Im trying my best to work through it! Be blessed and loved so deeply it hurts! Exodus 14:14http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/381754316/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/371165001/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/371165001/item.htmlThu, 20 Oct 2005 14:15:35 GMT<P>THIS IS FOR ADAM! There is a lot going on right now...Sing is over( yay <FONT style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #20df20" color=#2020df>Sigma Alpha 2005 Sing Winners</FONT>!&nbsp;)and now I somewhat have my life back...school is good...all two classes that Im taking because of a&nbsp;stupid situtation...I got the substitute teaching job...what else?? God continues to refine patience in my life...which is no easy task by any means....hate to say I love facebook alot more....I cant wait for Christmas to be here cause its my favorite holiday....and I wish Abilene would get cold already...I love cold weather....my scarfs are getting lonely in my closet....we have a ton of rushes this semester and that makes me happy!!! Haley should be packing right for&nbsp;our fall break&nbsp;now but is sitting here talking to me about boys....Gotta love my roomies and all their boy drama....Well thats about it for now....Love and miss all of yall!!!</P> <P>&nbsp;</P>http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/371165001/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/338923049/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/338923049/item.htmlThu, 01 Sep 2005 02:01:45 GMTLife Can Be So Unfair....But the Lord is gonna see me through...http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/338923049/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/335781478/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/335781478/item.htmlSat, 27 Aug 2005 15:00:14 GMT<P>"Been Driving Through The Night&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Pull Up And See TheLight&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; This Is The Place That I Call Home&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I Watch You As You Dream&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I Think Of All You Mean To Me&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I Touch Your Face, Kiss You Softly&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And Before I Go To Sleep&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I Pray I Under The Stars, Search My Soul &amp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Check My Heart </P> <P>And Thank God For Another Day, Another Chance&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; To Love The Ones I Love To Find My Way&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; To Laugh, To Dance&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Watch The Sun Come Up&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Another Day I Get To Live&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; As If Every Breath I Take Could Be The Last Take&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I Get Another Day</P> <P>I've Got A Hand That I Can Hold&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Someone Who Knows&nbsp;My Soul&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; A Safe Place To Lay My Head At Night&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; So Why Do I Forget&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; How Much I've Been Blessed In Life&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Forget What Means The Most To Me&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; But I'm Waking Up Again I Feel My Beating Heart&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; So Grateful That I've Come This Far And Thank God </P> <P>For Another Day, Another Chance&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; To Love The Ones I Love&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; To Find My Way&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; To Laugh, To Dance&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Watch The Sun Come Up&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Another Day To Live&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; As If&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Every Breath&nbsp;Could Be The Last I Take&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I Get Another Day </P> <P>To Make Somebody Smile&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Go The Extra Mile&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Take A Wrong&nbsp;&amp; Make&nbsp;A Right&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And Try To Touch Somebody's Life</P> <P>I Get Another Day...."&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </P> <P>***~These are&nbsp;the TRUE desires of my heart!~***</P> <P>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</P> <P>&nbsp;</P>http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/335781478/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/334165800/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/334165800/item.htmlThu, 25 Aug 2005 00:57:55 GMTWell today has been one of the hardest days I have had. And it all had to do with something that I had no earthly control over, but hey thats how real life is. Im starting to&nbsp;believe if the saying that says "Bad things happens to Good people" is true. No this is not what I wanted and no its not something that should have happpened. But it did. But honestly through all the worry, stress, and fear I expereinced I still would not, I repeat, would not trade it for the world, because of how the Lord is working in my life through it. Right now I am walking in complete blind faith, but I know that I dont have to see it because the Lord has taken me by the hand and asked me to be obidient with not seeing the way or knowing. He is just simply asking me to have faith like a child and trust Him. And you know what I am. For once in my life Im not gonna fight it, Im just gonna simply follow through on my Daddy's orders. Im not gonna complain and Im not gonna dwell on the past, Im keep on pushing forward, patiently waiting to experience whatever wonderful, out of this world blessings the Lord has waitng for me. And watch out because they will happen. And honestly to whoever is reading this, I hope and pray you get to experience what I have so that you&nbsp;too one day will know exactly what it is like to be held and loved&nbsp;by&nbsp;the Almighty One.&nbsp;Its not easy,&nbsp;but so humbling and rewarding. I know what George Strait was talking about when he says, "I've been knocked down by the slamming door, I picked myself up and came back for more"...Im not done yet and wont be for a good long while....Be blessed and loved deeply. And remember when everything falls this is what it means to be HELD.http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/334165800/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/331172351/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/331172351/item.htmlSat, 20 Aug 2005 19:34:17 GMTSo my Dad and I are doing the "Fantasy Football" thing and Im not too sure how it works but I hope I go far(I will just watch)! Any suggestions????http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/331172351/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/328618060/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/328618060/item.htmlWed, 17 Aug 2005 00:01:33 GMTLearning What It Feels Like To Be Held...http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/328618060/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/323672574/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/323672574/item.htmlWed, 10 Aug 2005 00:42:30 GMTSometimes I wonder why I am here in A-town. I know God has put me here for a few reasons. Im not gonna lie, this summer has been the hardest one by far. I have been through so much this past year. I know alot of you have and have come out better than me.&nbsp;Ive had to fight a hard battles, but I can say the Lord was there every step of the way, even if I failed to see it. The Lord has and is still pushing and strecthing me in ways that I honestly thought I would break. And I have been broken some,&nbsp;in more ways than one, but&nbsp;it always turns out for the best. And for the first time in my life, Im going&nbsp;into a new school year not knowing anything that the Lord has in store for me. Usually I know something is going to happen and the area in which it will...but right now Im blind. And its&nbsp;scary. I honestly have no clue. And lately&nbsp;anwsers have been coming at the last possible mintue.&nbsp;But I know with all my heart that its gonna be amazing because&nbsp;the Lord has complete control over it. Tears of heartche and tears of pure joy are all in store for the road ahead, I just pray and hope that Im ready, and that I&nbsp;am open. And that my "mustard seed"&nbsp;faith takes me far beyound anything I have ever hoped and dreamed!&nbsp;So much still left undiscovered, but with&nbsp;not&nbsp;knowing anything&nbsp;scaring me, I am excited about the spontanuity of it all! Be blessed and loved deeply and dearly.....&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/323672574/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/322138439/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/322138439/item.htmlMon, 08 Aug 2005 00:16:41 GMT<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>"I&nbsp;have sailed a boat or two<BR>Out on the wild blue<BR>Yonder to dreams that rarely come true<BR>As far as i can see<BR>From the island of green<BR>I can put my trust in just one thing<BR><BR>And only love sails straight from the harbor<BR>And only love will lead us to the other shore<BR>Out of all the flags i've flown</FONT><BR><FONT face=Arial size=2>One flies high and stands alone<BR>Only love<BR><BR>Peaceful waters, raging sea<BR>It’s all the same to me<BR>I can close my eyes and still be free<BR>When the waves come crashing down<BR>And the thunder rolls around<BR>I can feel my feet on solid ground</FONT><BR></P> <P><FONT face=Arial size=2>And only love sails straight from the harbor<BR>And only love will lead us to the other shore<BR>Out of all the flags i've flown</FONT><FONT size=+0><BR></FONT><FONT face=Arial size=2>One flies high and stands alone<BR>Only LOVE<FONT face="Times New Roman" size=3>"</FONT></FONT><BR></P>http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/322138439/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/320572244/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/brittfred/320572244/item.htmlFri, 05 Aug 2005 16:49:17 GMTI DID IT !!! FINALLY!!!http://www.xanga.com/brittfred/320572244/item.html#firstcomment