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Name: Elizabeth
Birthday: 11/13/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: Learning about life. The triune God. people. Enjoying nature. Singing. Good conversation. Coffee. Rain. The Bible and other good books. Peace and Quiet. The arts. Learning. Grace and Truth.
Expertise: Needing Grace. Taking myself too seriously.
Occupation: Social Work - Foster Care
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 11/10/2002

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Currently Watching
House, M.D. - Season Two
By Hugh Laurie
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So plans for moving are starting to look organized in my head.

Which is exciting.

Now the pieces just need to all come together at the same time.  - We'll see how that goes. :)

 

 


Friday, July 04, 2008

Currently Listening
Heaven, Heartache, and the Power of Love
By Trisha Yearwood
This is me you're talking to
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When updating a resume, how does one decide whose advice to take about the dos and don't of resume writing?

Also, I am bad at making new friends. - I'm pretty shy and introverted when I have the freedom to be. I'm not a huge fan of small talk, and most of the time I think the little chatter that makes up conversation about trivial things is so... trivial. I'd rather fill the silence with really good music or not fill it at all.

And I'm a social worker. ?

And when I'm engaged in a good conversation about real things with friends, I can sometimes go overboard in expressing my deep feelings and ramble into excessive emotional introspection, which I assume gets old for my listeners. But I've got some awesome friends who listen anyway. I guess that's what friends do for each other.

Played my horn today for a few minutes. In between episodes of House.

Getting kinda lonely over here. Today I'm grateful for Kate. :) and Krista.

Happy Fourth of July, world!



Monday, June 23, 2008

Currently Listening
All Right Here
By Sara Groves
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I'm home.
And feeling refreshed and energized and ready to get back to MY kids! :) It was weird, but I thought and dreamed about them a few times over the past week. I realize I really do get to have such an impact on their lives from a long-term relationship with them and a position of some (little) authority over them as children. I'm able to help foster parents see their needs and I'm able to just love the kids. I really will miss my job when I move. But, I will have more kids to work with then. (And hopefully more of a life outside of my kids as well.)

This week was great. I got annoyed by my mom a few times, but that was just because we were together 24/7 for over a week. I'm terrible at that. With anyone. Makes me wonder if I can ever get married. :)

I met some awesome people and had a great time. I want to remember the perspective change about my job. - The state of welfare in the USA is SO much better than Guatemala. Even when it seems like everything's twisted and corrupt and a waste of time, I am able to make a difference.

Also, I will think of Mrs. Arzu and the energy and passion and backbone she has to accomplish all that she does for children in Guatemala. I want to learn from her example.

And just being around so much natural beauty - the gardens, the mountains, the handmade art, etc. was so refreshing. Living in the suburbs of Indianapolis doesn't do much for me in that way. I just love the rich culture of cities and diverse people!!! :)


Friday, June 20, 2008

Currently Listening
Flavors Of Entanglement
By Alanis Morissette
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In the Vista Real Hotel in Guatemala City, Guatemala, there are gilded sink feet and whirpool bathtubs and ethnic art and mosaic tiles and lush curtains everywhere! There are gorgeous balconies with antique brass gates that overlook incredible mountain and volcano views. Insane.

There is also a business center with a few computers, which is where I am to write this. (This trip was arranged for mothers and daughters to enjoy luxuries in Guatemala City, spend time together with other women, and observe the work God is doing in orphanages and schools run by a Christian woman in the area. I was not expecting that. I thought I'd be staying in a hut in the villages of the mountains in the countryside, not in the heart of Guatemala city in a four star hotel suite.)

I've been here a few days now, and traveled through the city to the dump area, the Manchin girls' home, and several orphanages/schools/daycares run by Mrs. Arzu, the wife of Guatemala's most recent president, the now-mayor of Guatemala City. We play with the kids and give them school supplies and toys, take their pictures, and then leave. It's awkward, because it's a trip meant for gawking at the poor orphans of Guatemala. But the kids don't understand that, so they love all the attention. And it's good for awareness and helps raise support when we all go back to our churches in the states. (However, I don't really have a church in the states. So, it will be good for me to tell my friends and help my mom tell her church.) It hasn't really changed me at all. I was expecting everything to look the way it does and to be poor and run-down and smelly, the way it does in the bad areas of the city. However, the people are beautiful. The area is gorgeous with such rich gardens with bright, amazing colorful flowers. The kids are so easy to love. And we got to take them to a children's museum this afternoon, which was great. They had so much fun! And they are so happy and loving when they get attention and a little consideration from a caring adult.

Mrs. Orzu, the wife of the mayor and the lady who runs all the orphanages we visit, is amazing. She is the one really doing the work out here. We just get to watch and praise God for it.

The one way in which this trip is making me change my perspectives is by showing me that the child welfare system in the USA, flawed as it is, really does help. There are thousands upon thousands of children in abusive and neglectful homes in Guatemala, and the government doesn't catch most of them. Without these private, Christian-run orphanages, these kids wouldn't have a chance. In the USA, the laws at least mandate that if abuse or neglect are substantiated by the court system, the children are helped (even if only for a temporary time). Also, there are departments of the government in every state whose job is to seek out children in need of government aides and services. For that I am very grateful. I want to complain about my job less when I get home. (I'm still quitting and moving to Chicago, but my perspective on the child welfare system in the USA is improving). I hope to carry that through when I find a more reasonable job within the context of that system.

And, I thank the God of the universe for blessing ME with a family who loves me. For some reason, God decided to provide me with parents who love me and have given me clothing, shelter, and loyalty since the day I was born. Little issues within a family are nothing compared to what these kids deal with every day.


Saturday, May 24, 2008

Currently Listening
Heroes & Thieves
By Vanessa Carlton
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Black and White have merged into... purple

A lot of serious, mind-blowing shit has hit the fan in the lives of some of my dearest friends and family members during the past few weeks.

I realize how little I  believe is absolute truth.

I'm re-thinking my worldview on some issues, and it's an interesting ride.

I love my friends and family, and I know Jesus died so God could fill up my heart with a personal, purpose-giving and unconditional love.

All the rest feels like a blank slate right now. And it's not a bad thing.



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