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| I dont really use my xanga anymore so in the meanwhile you can visit my new site.....looser....jp
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| Time For An Update Mi Gente. Dag so much in so little time that its been interesting and heart breaking aswell.First off let me start off by saying Im leaving lebanon and off to school in January Im not planning to come back only to visit and holidays. Im taking Cesar with me thats my nigga. This week was the Puerto Rican Parade but I couldnt go cuz I was broke. Bills people they suck. Julian when you come back let me know how it was my nigga. Well....besides that umm Ive been having a good life. Of course siempre hay los bochinches but thats nothing new.I ignore them .....whats the point they're not true so why pay mind. Oh you like the New Daddy Yankee Video that was shot en Mi CASERIO!!!!! But I had alot of Caserio's that I lived in.I use to rep Falin to the fullest......then I had to move lol.Naw but thats where I was born in Bayamon and raised and Im mad happy they shot a video in the real heart of San Juan. This video brings back memories......ill be over there real real soon. Also my brother from PR just got a RECORD DEAL TO WHITE LION!!!!!! What chu know about that? Lol Only 16 year old to rep Naranjito and Bayamon. Ricky gonna tag along and I know he gonna get a deal too he's too damn good. But cant wait to see u my lil bro. We'll besides that I was at shining light and it was mad akward. One of my good friends came with her son and sat with me and It felt like I was with her. I dont care though Im the babies father! Lol I wish Daviel's mad cute. Dag he's mad quick for a lil baby juking me out lol. Naw my x's parents came up and intruduced them selves to her cuz my mind went blank for like 20 minutes. I aint gonna lie I was suprised and scared at the same time. I knew they were going to think that was my girl but no bad feeling Elda I dont think we'd make a good couple anywayz. lol Naw but I seriously was mad shook I dont even know why.....I think its cuz I guess I saw my x. Well anywayz speaking about x's the one from New York I completely out of my life and im happy for that.Im not going to waste time on someone who doesn't want to be with me or loves me. Its this simple Amy your with Matt and you showed me that you care about him more than me.I really hope your happy with him. Well nothing really much too say but Im going to miss all my peeps from shining light while ya are away. Especially my home girls Momo and Runnie. And now I just found out I cant go to PR. My stepmoms got Cancer.....but im not going to worry about that right now I just cant. Well I gotta go ill talk to ya later.
Its hard to Love someone and for them not to know how much you love them.......ill keep praying | | |
| Time for a New Weblog entry so here it is. Well dag alot of good things have been happening lately...and not just like actual events but the way Ive been feeling. Im done.....so done with stressing. Im leaving how I feel up to faith. Im too young to be stressing I have my whole life for that. Im just going to live my life the way its been happening and take it step by step. Well besides that my grandfather came from Puerto Rico last week but he left on the 12th. I love my grandfather he's always been there for us. Before he left he told me that he has 2 houses in Puerto Rico and whenever I go down there one is mine. Don't get jealous people! Yeah he got me a shirt which I wasnt expecting.But last time I saw him I was having problems with my Pops and he made me open my eyes to alot of things this time. I love my pops so much......I dont show him as much as I should too. But anyways tommorow is mothers day and I got my stepmoms gift yesterday and she loved it but she liked what I wrote in the card more. Well....tommorow is mothers day and Im spending time with my grandma and the family....besides she's cooking. lol Yeah I know...im a feen. Well aight my people I love all ya im out. Nos chekiamos.
P.S. Please everyone pray for my friends dad....hes very sick.
Don Omar CD is out on May 23rd
Love
Josue AKA Jay | | |
| Happy Easter! Dag Im so mad that I couldnt go to church today. I might rent The Passion of the Christ so my family can watch it tonight after dinner. This weekend was a good weekend. Went out on a date with a friend and watched Stay Alive....It was ok but it had potential.Well besides that umm....nothing really oh I went to gymnastics but I dislocated my big toe. What sucked the most was walking on it the whole day without realizing it and then popping it back into place then next day just because Runnie was worried. Its swollen but I'll live.Can't wait till next week to go again. I dont care what anyone says but im getting my half layout down. Its gymnastics termonology.Well im headed to walmart to get my stepmoms salad for easter dinner tonight.IM SO HUNGRY!!! Aight well im out
"Im not going to let my past hold my future hostage"
LL Cool J
Also if anyone is bothered with what I write on my site your welcome to write me an email
hernandezjemail@yahoo.com or
hernandezjemail@hotmail.com or
brkdncr69@aol.com
As you may already know Ive changed my old number.....Im raising the bar now. LOL
P.S. I don't regret anything that I do or say in my life because I learn from mistakes and it makes me into a stronger person. I apologize If I have offended anyone and I don't judge others I help them if they need it.
I love my life | | |
| I thought that I would at least have you out of everyone and everything thats happening.....but I guess not. Im so sick of hurting inside. Its better to let you go than to keep crying. Im so jealous....I wish I was him.Your so lucky Matt.......so lucky. I hope your happy with him...honestly.
(Would you like to be with the man that has everything and treats you ok or a man that wants and is reaching for everything while treating you how you want to be treated?)
On a lighter note....everythings been going good went to the Zion Y lennox and Alexis Fido Concert April 1st with Mari , Bizo, and Jay T. It was mad hot can't wait for the Wisin Y Yandel. Runnie your comming this time! Oh and Momo.Wow so fun last night! Even though I could remember everything that well. Lol....A headache and being tired dont really match that well. Lmao. You guys still managed to play DDR without waking me. Hahaha Cathiane I luv u, u my girl! Even though im mad at you right now.That Amy comment wasn't cool.And the whole Lucas thing....well no point in briging it up. Shout outs to my girl Sam, Vanessa, and Angie. Oh might be joining shining light people! Im still thinking about it....im sorry but the whole dancing while singing thing isnt working out for me. Well Ive given my heart to god if most of you are wondering and Im still working on a few things...swearing, flirting (well thats not a sin lol), lying, getting in trouble with five O, and anything else I forgot to post.Yeah I know "Jay a Christian?!" No its true people its been true for a while now....just that it hasnt worked as well as now. Well ima got work out so ill post some other time.
P.S. Maybe It was wrong of me to have done what I did but it doesnt neglect the fact that you were wrong as well. Whatever the past is the past and theres nothing that can be done now. I wish there could have been another way but theres no reason to keep hurting myself like this so im moving on.
Tu Eres mi cruz y mi maldicion | | |
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