| Auditions for Downtown Country Christmas show were last night! They need one more female performer! I hope I made it!!! |
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| Is it ok that I'm afraid of babies?! REALLY!! I AM!!! I get all anxious and uncomfortable at just the sight of one and if I hear it crying, it makes me want to run out of the room!! Forget holding one!!! Now, older kids are fine. When they are at the age that they can talk to you and wipe their own butt, I don't have a problem with. I've really tried to warm up to babies. I have! Everytime someone brings a baby in, I try to look at it and think, "OK, you are suppose to think this is the most adorable thing you've ever laid your eyes on and make a huge scene about it like every other woman is doing right now", but I can't! Everyone around me is having babies, and that's fine, I'm happy for them. Just don't ask me if I want to hold it. Then I'll think you'll get your feelings hurt when I say no so I'll say yes and be paniking on the inside! I'm just afraid of them! |
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| I'm very selfish. This is what marriage has taught me most. The past month or so, God has really been breaking me down. I'm selfish and prideful and I need to give that to God. It's nothing Micah has done at all. It's completely God dealing with my heart. It hurt really bad at first. It always hurts when God reveals your sinfulness. He is modeling me everyday. I don't know what He has for me in the future but honestly, I'm a little scared! I'm reminding myself that He holds mine and Micah's future and He will never leave us! I am very comforted by that truth! There are going to be hard times, difficult times, but the storms always pass. I know when we're 80 and we are seating in our rockers talking about the past, we will be able to see just how God moved in our lives. Hidesight is always 20/20 they say! |
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| How do you know if it's you that is being selfish or it's your spouse who is being selfish?! |
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