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Name: Jenny
Birthday: 7/20/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: I love my friends and having fun of course.. shopping!, going to the movies, BOWLING is awesome.. i love to just hang out and talk, or getting dressed up and going out for a fun night.. one of my main interests is music.. anything i can relate to is great.. i love to sing and dance (altho i cant say im great at either or anything), i play the trumpet (blah).. i also love acting. being on stage is one of the best things ever. lately, everything has been teaching me that life can be so short, so live everyday like you want, and to its fullest! i love to talk about anything and everything.. so talk to me!


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Member Since: 6/22/2005

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

I shouldnt be here.. please I dont wanna be here..someone tell me its okay to cry..

 

I love you so much

 

please tell me things can end now

 

I only ever wanted to be with you.. I just wanted you to hear me out

 

I need another beer


Sunday, December 18, 2005

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By Ciara
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hey guys, I guess I'll update while I'm in a good mood! Wednesday I went to the basketball game with Chris and Danielle.. freakin awesome! lol, those Delone guys.. lmao! good times! Thursday we got outta school early cus of snow. then I came home, and I was pretty down and out, so I took a long walk in the freezing sleet, but I just kinda was completely numb to it or something, cus I never got cold. went to sheetz and got a milkshake.. lol, Im insane, I know. then last night, Mizz Danielle and I went to the mall and just kinda hung out, then we went back to town to get her sis, then back into Hanover to go to Arbys! oh yeah.. like the only ones in there since it was like 9:45, so we were talking to the guys working there.. had to make em feel special of course! lol. then I promised em we'd come back and visit today.. so then we went to Sheetz for some munchies and back to her place for the night. today I had to work from 11-3:45.. short day. then I came home and dad took me out to practice my parallel parking. I actually think I can do it! lol.. its not as hard as I thought. so hopefully I'll perfect it, and pass my test next month! then dad dropped me off at Danielles, and we got cute together. lol, then we headed out.. went back to Arbys, as promised. The guys gave us the employee discount on our meals for coming back .. lol, then we went through the drive-thru for milkshakes like retards! lol. and he gave em to us for free! whoop! lol, def. gonna keep going back there! then we went to the mall for a while. got a purse and shirt at hot topic of course, then we headed up to Bada Bing. met Jeff and Mike! and OMG! Casey was there! I havent seen that freaking kid in FOREVER! i was happy. Sarah and Kim were there. so we played some pool and what not, had a fun time. cant really elaborate on here, but Mikes a sweetheart.. we hung out for quite a while with everyone, then I had to come home. but Mike had me call him to make sure I got home safe. how cute. lol.. not that I like him or anything, you know? for now everyones just a friend. I had a FANTASTIC night tho! def. gonna have to chill with these kids more often. well, got some family stuff to do tomorrow, and moms making me go to church in the morning , so Ima go crash and watch some TV!

have a good night everyone

-later-

<3 Jenny


Tuesday, December 13, 2005

I'm the worst person ever.. I hate myself for feeling this way. I hate everything I do. I can't do anything right and I let way too many people down.  but I just cant keep lying to myself or other people.. its just not fair.. I never meant to hurt anyone, I never meant to continually let everyone down, but for some reason I always do it and I have a funny way of always being able to prove to myself that I can never get ANYTHING right.

What I really meant to say is Im sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me
that i keep locked inside of me so deep
it always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should've known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold..


Saturday, December 10, 2005

so todays been eventful.. after we ate and talked with the grandparents, me and mom went shopping.. well, I was by myself most of the time, but yeah.. I blew like $150 so far on Xmas shopping! haha. it was fun though. Brock kept texting me, so I was happy. we also went to Bentley's for dinner again. then Ben kept calling me, but I decided to go out with Danielle instead. so we went back to the mall, just for a little bit. I saw Albert.. WOW.. long time. lol. then we took her sis home from the school and back to her house to see her awesome prom dress. then we just kinda joy rode around Ltown for an hour til I had to be home. it was fun though, I have had an eventful, but good day. doesnt feel like it was just this morning that I was at that store meeting cus the days been sooo long! but yeah, Im out for now!

leave em

-later-

<3 Jenny

stole this from someone:

Things a guy should know when it comes to girls..

1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.

2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.

6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

7 . Recognize the small things . . . They usally mean the most.

8 . Call her sweetie or baby or honey.

9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}

12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.

13 . Play with her hair.

14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.

15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

16 . Tell her funny jokes.. tell her stupid jokes.. just tell her jokes.

17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.

18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

19 . Carve your names into a tree.

20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

21 . Give her piggyback rides.

22 . Bring her flowers just because.

23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

27 . Kiss her in the rain.

28 . If you're in love with her . . . tell her.

29 . As a matter of fact, tell her everything you feel.. we make no assumptions.

30 . Walks in the rain, kisses on the forehead, and cooking dinner will get you anywhere.

31 .  Be spontaneous.. not always dinner and a movie.

32 . Every girl should eventually get 3 things for her boyfriend: a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a ring.

33 . Always be sure she gets home safe: either walk her to the door if you're with her, or call to be sure she got there if you aren't.

34 . You don't have to stress where to go on every date.  We really only want to spend any time with you.

35 . Don't EVER break a promise.


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well last night was an eventful night.  Danielle came over around 6:30 and we did stuff and things got emotional. and thats all Im going to say because its no ones business. then it was like 1:30 in the morning and I was talking to Brock.. so were together now.. hehe.. Im so happy.  had a store meeting this morning at work and thats about it.. Its Nikki's 20th bday, so I gotta go eat with the family soon. just figured Id give you an update!

-later-

<3 Jenny



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