let's flip a coin. heads, well be together forever ' tails, we flip againY

the challenge is to be yourself in a world where people try to make you just like everyone else =]

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tHEy sAyy tRUE fRiENDss

arE hArD tO fiNDd.. bUt tHAtS

bEcAUsee aLL tHEe tRuE oNESs

arE alREADy miNEe .. _ *

sHATTER y0uR hEArt ..

bUt sOMeHoWw yOu sTiLL lOvEe tHEM..

wiLL aLL tHEe liTTLE p-i-e-c-es <3

Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around

why do things happen the way they do? i just dont get it?its like life is all about people fallin for someone and as soon as they do..they get hurt..is that what its all about? bc thats the only thing i get out of it... and it seems like you are getting punished for no reason at all? how would you like to be there for that person..be the only one that he has and ur basically the only person that loves him... he has no family or anything and all you do is give,give give to him and he doesnt give back and then he says he "maybe we should see other people" and its over?just like that?? it hurts so much you have no idea? it feels like some stabbed you right in the heart... but it hurt to much to pull the knife out... u rather just keep there..i just dont know what the right thing to do is anymore... i dont want to lose him but at the same time somethings got to change>?

GIRL`S FACTS
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

This goes out to someone
That was once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you
So, I don't really expect you to either
It's just...I don't even know
Just listen

You're the one that I want
The one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you
I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn't me
Let me show you the way
I'd look for the sun but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there
Heaven in the sky

I wore a disguise cuz I didn't wanna get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you push me away
Like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart
Really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you
I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you
Like no one else could know you
You're number one
Always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love's torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cuz
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cuz
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you

I know you gonna sit
And play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh
As you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul when it tears me apart
Our timing it was off
I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you
Until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it I'm insane
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you love me
As you would hug me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it
It brings tears to my eyees
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly
My love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cuz
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cuz
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you

I just wish everything could've turned out different
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You'd understand, but
No matter what
You'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first date
It seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart
I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times
Remember when we kissed
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me
This I confess
You said you were my best friend
Was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you
You're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside, it feels like I'm dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cuz
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cuz
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and
I really miss you

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me
Or without me
I just want you to be happy

We talk like we know what's going on, but we don't. We don't know anything. We're young and we're gonna screw-up a lot. We're gonna keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. And through all that, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.

There are the friends that stab you in the back and the one's that pull out the knife

You cannot look up the definition of true love in any book...But you can find it imprinted in your mind, your heart, your soul, and in the eyes of the one you truly love.

Love can be painful

Love can be tears

Love can be hurtful

Love can bring fear

Love can be cheated

Love can be lost

Love can be broken

And love can cost

Love can be new

Love can be old

Love can turn to hate

But love cant be sold

Love can be happy

Love can be fun

Love can be joyous

But love cant be won

Love can be cool

Love can be clever

But most of all....

Love iz forever

I love how you can conquer me with that addictive smile of yours, I love how you can call me perfect and overlook my flaws. I love how you can look into my eyes and make my knees feel weak. I love how you can make me feel completely unable to speak. I love how you can hold me tight and I still feel free. I love how you can believe that we're always meant to be. I love how you can make me smile when I’m feeling an all time low. I love how you can love me and not be afraid for it to show. I love how you can catch me when I’m falling ever so fast. I love how you can kiss me and make the feeling last. I love how you can brighten my life when everything is so dark. I love how you can touch me so softly and leave the deepest mark. I love how you can encourage me to be who I want to be, but most of all, I love you because you truly have faith in me

I could cuddle up next to your voice at night. I could sleep right next to your skin. My heart is overwhelmed with this bizarre feeling I never thought I'd feel again. I could marry that precious smile of yours. I could wrap my arms around your soul. I feel like i've konwn you all my life. Your half makes me whole. Your kiss echoes on my lips, your touch lingers in my mind. The way you stare into my heart helps me leave all my past behind. The way your breath feels on my face keeps me on a faithful high. I could lay forever right next to you, I could fall right into your eyes. I don't think i could last without you. You give me strength to stand. I just want you to know I love you and my heart is in your hand.

It's so hard to know that you aren't there to help me face my fears. It's so hard to know that the phones at reach and I can not hear your voice. It's so hard to see you laughing when I’m crying deep down inside. It's so hard to just find feelings and now I have to make them hide. It's so hard to live without you, when I need you more than words. I want to scream how much I love you, but want to hald back and not be heard. It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I can not dream of you. It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new. It's so hard to not start crying when i hear your favorite song. It's so hard to sit and wonder where did I go wrong? It's so hard to live without you, if only I would have known, I will never love another, I'd rather be alone.

i finally realized that I’m going to be okay without you