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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 06:16:42 GMT

I quit this xanga

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 07:42:20 GMT

I get to see him today.....I'm so happy.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 07:44:40 GMT

Warped tour is today.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.I'm so happy.I'm gonna be with my best friend angel,britney,lauren,and my bf.Hehe.he's awesome.I can't wait and I can't sleep.I'm gonna leave at 7:30 and i'm just gonna sit and wait till 12:00.At least I won't be bored.yipeeeeee.O so happy.

Bands I must see: ATREYU,UNDEROATH,fall out boy,senses fail,silverstein,avenged sevenfold,mxpx,from first to last,hawthorne heights,armor for sleep,matchbook romance,tsunami bomb,my chemical romance,the bled,the unseen,hidden in plain view,motion city soundtrack,hopesfall,dropkick murphys.yea and alot more but those are the main ones.

Friday, June 24, 2005

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 21:51:00 GMT

"Bad Boyfriend "

I've got a fever
Come check it and see
There's something burning and rolling in me
We may not last but we'll have fun till it ends
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend

I wanna hear you call out my name
I wanna see you burn up in flames
Keep you on ice so I can show all my friends
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend

So ripe so sweet come suck it and see
But watch out Daddy I sting like a bee
I know some tricks I swear will give you the bends
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend

My fever's rising you ran into luck
Say what sugar
You wanna get what?
I'm wanna give you one hundred and ten
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend

It's wild the way you tease me
It's wild the way you free me
It's wild the way you reach me
Wrapped me up in your wire from the start

You've got the women waiting in line
I'm not asking you to make up your mind
But I can make you happy at least now and then
I've got something special for my bad boyfriend

If you can't love me honey go on just pretend
I've saved something special for the very end
If you can't love me honey go on just pretend
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend

"Sex Is Not The Enemy "

No evolution
Sometimes it depresses me
The same old same
We keep repeating history
The institution curses curiosity
It's our conviction
Sex is not the enemy

A revolution
Is the solution
A revolution
Is the solution

I don't feel guilty
No matter what they're telling me
I won't feel dirty and buy into their misery
I won't be shamed cause I believe that love is free
It fuels the heart and sex is not my enemy

A revolution
Is the solution
A revolution
Is the solution

True love is like gold
There's not enough to go around
But then there's god and doesn't god love everyone?
Give me a choice
Give me a chance to turn the key and find my voice
Sex is not the enemy

A revolution
Is the solution
A revolution
Is the solution
Sex is not the enemy
A revolution

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 22:06:51 GMT

"A Man Alone"

Woke up this morning without a face
I've fooled myself again
I've sold myself again
Another wasted day counting shades
Of gray, another fool's attempt to fall from grace

A casual line.
A sip of wine to sympathize while you're laughing
But on the inside
I've lost the insight that just might be
The truth...

Old man loneliness is a son of a bitch
Both hands bound, can't scratch the itch
Cut off all loose ties, and bleed for days
Who could stand veins with friends like these?

Pick my teeth out of the mud
And sink the sun, what have you done?
Cut the bandages,
Remove the oxygen
Hey man what's with that stupid grin?

I cut and bleed myself along
A man alone can do no wrong
Another wasted day counting shades of gray
Another fool's attempt to fall from grace

Old man loneliness is a son of a bitch
Both hands bound, can't scratch the itch
Cut off all loose ties, and bleed for days
Who could stand veins with friends like these?
Old man loneliness is a son of a bitch
Both hands bound, can't scratch the itch
Cut off all loose ties, and bleed for days
Who could stand veins with friends like these?

No sympathy for the devil
God gave him wings, God gave him wings
No sympathy for the devil
God gave him wings, God gave him wings

"These hands; they've made for you
(No sympathy for the devil)
(God gave him wings, God gave him wings)
your wings that stick to you."
It's dirt beneath your fingertips
It hurts to much to wait for it
It's dirt beneath your fingertips
It hurts to much to wait for it
It's dirt beneath your fingertips
It hurts to much to wait for this

Old man loneliness is a son of a bitch
Both hands bound, can't scratch the itch
Cut off all loose ties, and bleed for days
Who could stand veins with friends like these?
Old man loneliness is a son of a bitch
Both hands bound, can't scratch the itch
Cut off all loose ties, and bleed for days
Who could stand veins with friends like these?
Cut off all loose ties, and bleed for days
Who could stand veins with friends like these?

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 23:56:05 GMT

"Make Tonight"

She puts her lips to a bottle of cola.
I watch the kiss and it turns me on.
It makes me feel as though I am helpless there is nothing else.
She grabs my wrist and leads me through streetlights.
And locks her door behind my back.
Relax relax and let these taxes of your reflex act.
Sway so sway. You know you taste so good.
This is the night you are the fire.
Sway so sway.
And we melt into the floor as one.
I grab her hips and pull her closer. I close my eyes and it turns her on.
We press our skin and though it resists, oh I slip inside.
I feel her breath it slides down my neck yeah yeah we sweat.
To the rhythm that we make. Make love. Hate yourself.
But baby I'm all yours.
Make tonight stay. We turn around again.
Stay tonight right here.
We give it all we all just fade away.

"The Willing"

How did I get so lost inside of you?
I could be saved I could be found.
But get high and dry that's all I really wanna do.
So I guess I'll just stick around.
Fading going black.
Gotta move gotta wake up.
It is the sunlight.
Everyone is dead.
And we dance like a knifefight.
I am the sunlight.
I lost my inspiration lying in your bed.
But you cannot rape the willing.
You taste like self-destruction I follow where I'm lead.
You cannot rape the willing.
I count the days and watch your fires burn.
Just give me time to blow them out.
But get high and dry that's all I really wanna do.
So if you want I could bring you down.
Now I get chills when you're around.
But we still speak with out sound.
Well I'm dying.

2 Days till warped tour.Yipeeeeeeeeee

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 00:52:38 GMT

3 days until Warped Tour.So excited

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 05:16:52 GMT

i'm tired of waiting for him....

Friday, May 06, 2005

Fri, 06 May 2005 20:34:56 GMT

Marilyn Manson !!!!!!!!!!

"Coma Black"
My mouth was a crib and it was growing lies
I didn't know what love was on that day
my heart's a tiny bloodclot
I picked at it
it never heals it never goes away

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I would have told her then
she was the only thing
that I could love in this dying world
but the simple word "love" itself
already died and went away

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die

Her heart's bloodstained egg
we didn't handle with care
it's broken and bleeding
and we can never repair

"Coma White"

There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 03:25:35 GMT

Screw school.Nobody needs it.I wanna drop out but my mom will kill me.Yea i'm a real bad influence on my friends.Sorry guys.Probably gonna get denied credit for all my classes this semester for never going.I have better things to do.Chill with my niggas,get drunk and smoke.I smoked three cigs today.Bad amy.I'm gonna quit when school ends in a couple of weeks hopefully,Me and angel promised we would.As for drinking.hrmmm.... i'll try but iono.Its kinda hard when you drink and smoke everyday.I told my mom I want to get back on birth control and so I went to the doctor and i'm gonna get em soon.yipeeeee.I don't need any kids.Today was fun.I miss my friends.I just realized i have done nothing great with my life except for losing weight from all the walking I do everyday from school to my house with everyone.

yea this was all pointless but i'm so bored and I have nothing else to do.I guess i'll go to sleep.