e kung hindi ba naman sukdulan kayo ng bobo ng abogado mo talaga! ako pagbibintangan mo na di ko iniintindi yang anak mo, tapos mag-bibigay ka ng psych evaluation ng binayaran mong doctor na nakalagay, para hindi kayo mag-away ng 'girlfriend' mo, hindi mo na lang dinadalaw at kinukuha ang anak mo. di ba kinontra mo yung pinapalabas mo na dakila kang tatay? ano ba talaga? hilong-hilo na ko sa mga ginagawa niyo.

saan ba naman kasi bumili ng diploma yang abogado mo 'no? at saksakan naman talaga! pati yung doctor mo, pinapahamak ka. bukod sa kontra sa sinabi mo, inamin mo pa na may kabit ka. e di ba pwede na kitang idemanda sa ginawa niyong katangahan?

eto pa, ano naman kayang klaseng tao ka? para lang matahimik yang babaeng yan, hindi bale ng masaktan anak mo, wag lang siya? my, oh my, that speaks volumes about you! what kind of values do you have? buti na rin na hindi mo na nga kinukuha anak mo, baka mahawa pa sa inyo, sa katangahan at sama ng ugali niyo.

tapos gusto mo ko maniwala na hindi mo pababayaan yung anak ko? e sino namang sira-ulong maniniwala sa iyo? ngayon nga, kabit mo pa lang, kontrolado ka na kaya hindi mo na iniintindi yung bata. e papano pa kung naging asawa mo na 'no? e di lalo na umarte yan na akala mo kung sino! pag ako nabwisit sa inyo, pakukulong ko kayo e. naaawa lang ako sa anak ko kaya di ko ginagawa. mga hunghang kayo talaga!

sige pa, mambwisit pa kayo!

apparently, i'm an irresponsible and negligent mother. yeah, my sperm donor accused me of being one. according to him, not only do i prefer to go out drinking with my friends, i'd rather spend my time chatting away on the phone or playing games on the pc. in the meantime, he's doing all the hard work, picking her up from school, helping her with her school work, feeding her, taking care of her. in other words, playing mom and dad to my daughter. and don't forget that i physically and verbally abuse my child causing her to be traumatized.

and yet surprise! surprise! after all those horrible things he said about my mothering skills, his willing to give me custody of my child. eh? isn't that plain stupid? where's the logic there? does that make any sense at all? what sane and logical human being can comprehend that?

and all those coming from a man who hasn't spoken more than 5 sentences to his daughter for more than a year. someone who hasn't spent 5 minutes alone with her. someone who forgot to call on her birthday. someone who, for some reason unfathomable to me, can only say hi to his daughter when he sees her, and only after she comes right up to him to say hi dad! and most of all, someone who, up to this day, claims he cannot support her since he has no income! and yet he can afford to travel abroad and buy a new car.  it seems like he can do all the travelling, but when his daughter asked him to pay for her fare to go on a summer trip, he's broke. and yet he has enough to pay a fortune to a psychologist who, without examining me, formed all those psycho-evaluation about me. and probably the same amount of fortune to pay for a very stupid lawyer who advised him on what to say about me so he can get an annulment.

the stupid things people do just to get out of a marriage. why go through all that shit when there's a very simple solution to all that. just guarantee my child's educational expenses and you'll be free as a bird! i couldn't care less if you shit all over the place, just make sure that she is well provided for in the future, asshole!  oh, i forgot, you don't have the money, you don't want any responsibility for her, and have nothing to do with her. and that is why, after being an abusive, negligent, irresponsible mother, you're still entrusting her to me.

ANG TANGA MO!!!!!

this is just perfect! it's gonna be a glorious day. bright and sunny, nothing to do, nothing to worry about. i think i'm gonna head on to the park, read a book or just watch people pass by.

i just love to do that. people-watching. i wonder what i'm gonna see now. an old woman feeding the pigeons. old men having laughs over something. a mother out for a stroll with her little one. children playing in the ground. maybe someone like me who just wants to be out in this wonderful day.

maybe i'd get an ice cream later. or sit in the nearby cafe, a cup of cappuccino would be nice.

of course i'm just dreaming here. the truth is, i'm stuck in the office, looking outside my window. nope, it's not even sunny outside. it looks dreary and i think it's gonna rain again today. and yes, i won't have my ice cream nor my cappuccino. but i do have a lot of meetings, endless and pointless ones. just can't stand hearing another stupid, inane idea from the people i call my bosses.

yeah, i guess it's time to move on now.

Currently Playing Motown By Michael Mcdonald see related

chocnut anyone?

it's so hooooot here...i'm going home!