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New Years Checklist

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 01:36:40 GMT

[] stayed single
[] single currently
[x] relationship currently
[x] got kissed
[x] fell in love (pretty sure)
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[ ] had my heart broken
[] broke someone else's heart
[] had a stalker
[] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[] questioned my sexual orientation
[] came out of my closet
[] got married
[] had a divorce
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] dated someone that I will never forget
[] did something I regret
[] lost a lover
[x] lost faith in love
[] kissed under mistletoe
[] got a promotion
[x] got a pay raise
[] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job
[ ] quit my job
[x] dated a coworker (he worked where i do, i worked with his ex)
[] dated my boss
[] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[] got fired from my job
[] got straight A's
[] met a teacher who I became friends with
[x] met a teacher who I really hate
[x]failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I was proud of
[] discovered a new talent
[x] proved myself that I'm an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[x] fell in love with a teacher(with her teaching style)
[] got the lead role in the school play
[] made a team or show cast
[] was involved in something that I will never forget
[] painted a picture
[] wrote a poem
[] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[x] double dipped
[] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[] went to camp
[] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[] laughed till I peed my pants
[x] flirted shamelessly
[] visited a foreign country
[] visited a state
[x] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[] went on a diet
[] tried to gain weight
[] dyed my hair
[] came close to losing my life
[x] someone/thing close to me died
[] got arrested
[x] read a great book (many)
[x] saw a great movie
[] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[] snuck out
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[] fell out of love
[] changed your sexual preference
[] swam in a pool
[] made a snowman
[] went snowboarding
[] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[] got wasted in a public place
[] got wasted in Mexico
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend (my current boyfriend)
[] gone on vacation
[] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[]got in a car accident
[] seen someone get in a car accident
[x] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[] sent someone to the hospital
[] got a new pet

well i FINALLY got molly back, its such a relief to not have to worry about getting to class on time or how im going to get to work! well i am going to see Jason Aldean on the 12th, and might be going to Newkirk Ok, with my friend, her boyfriend and family and alex (my boyfriend) for her birthday. should be fun! i dont know if i am going or not since i would have to take off for it and i have been asking for alot of days off lately...o well. i finally got my raise ya a whole quarter!!!!

143~mum.alx,megg

*~Lily

life in general

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 04:56:06 GMT

ok...update, truck was a piece of CRAP!!! im gettin my mazda back! have to wait til the mechanic puts a new re-built engine in it....i need my molly back!.

ok boyfriend...goin great, nothing new...still with him and its been a month!

(alex)

GO buy the new EVANESCENCE and PAPA ROACH Cd's...they are great

dropped my english class i had rather learn something and fail than learn nothing and fail, so i will take it next term along with math (oh joy)..but im gonna take developmental psych. im not gonna take a full schedual like i did this term, i need me time!

*~Lily 143 mummy

I'm Back

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 02:30:56 GMT

well i had to come back a day early and i am not at all happy with that arrangement! but when the bus says lets go we go. i got too see atleast one show of Louisana Grass. and jake was there, he played with a couple bands as a stand in member. also i got some awsome pictures. of "home" and the area, its just so beautiful, and once again i got my "twang" back that mom always teases me about!

(Louisana Grass w/ Jake)

143 mummy

*~Lily

Wow!

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 05:03:55 GMT

man it has almost been a whole month since i last updated. in that time i am failing psych, passing HS and English.....got a boyfriend, a truck and some sanity (haha)

i love my new truck..its a 92 Chevy S-10 in "pull me over red" as i call it. the truck is a manual and i am "ok" at driving it and i am still learning.

my boyfriend, worked with my mom before i even knew him, i worked with his ex-girl friend and was insanely jealous of her... i thought he was so cool and kind of cute, and i was friends with him anyway. she wanted to get back with him and he chose me instead...and whats funny is i had a thing for his 17yr old brother?!?! but i got the one i wanted.

my sanity..is slowly comming back if i ever had any. i am going to turkeytrack tomarrow! and saturday i will see rhonda vincent! i needed a break from work and school, i have been eating tums as candy again! me and my boss can share Pickin fire stories again!!. i will be taking my digital camera so i can have pictures hopefully i will see jake again but with school still in session down there he just might be there for the weekend.

ok...whats going on here

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 04:47:58 GMT

we had to put my moms kitty boris down the other day...what is the world coming to? i felt like i had lost my older brother, then Mr.Wessling dies. when the world takes the best things in the area.. whats to come next?

i mean we always complained that Mr. W always talked to much but really didnt we ever consider he was tryin to teach us something and always did...the manners he taught the freshman! and to the seniors...the change that we needed and couldnt find the person to give it to you. and who can forget thoes crazy songs he sang to get us out of the cafateria befor first period and after lunch... the stories and the lesson we dont think he knew he taught us. http://www.legacy.com/Kansas/GB/GuestbookView.aspx?PersonId=19212605 that is a link to his guest book and ya'll should go sign it even if to say something to his wife. Mr Wessling...changed the world for the better and will truly be missed

"Change the world for the better"- Mr. W

"lucy" AKA *~Lily
143 mummy

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 04:23:37 GMT

well... i got another tattoo the other day... (its that w/o the circle) me and my mommy got it on our left ankles... i love it! it means so much to us. this one makes 3 and #4 is on its way

any way school is in session and i am so happy.. i love all my classes and professors! my favorite classes have to be english and human sexuality, my english professor: looks like ron white, talks like paul harvey and reminds me of Mr. woodman, its great..... my HS professor is just a nutcase and perverted, its nuts. and the paper ideas in that class are insane.

in the next few weeks i have 5-6 papers due.....the V.C fall fest, the CrossCanadian Ragweed & Stoney LaRue concert (yes i am going to see them again) and in the next month.... turkey track (fall edition) exams, more papers...and life....hopefully a boyfriend that treats me right!

well i am going to go to bed...nighty night

Love n stuff

143 mum *~ Lily

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 19:00:08 GMT

my cousins and one of their friends came in to town.( ok their van broke down) but it was fun i havent see them in about 10 years. Brandy,Shileia,Dorin,Corllina( my cousins) and Ben (Shi's friend) were here monday til thursday. Wednesday we went to the zoo! i have been wanting to go so it worked out fine, but it was really warm and by the time we got done, we were VERY tired and sore. any way...

i have not been doing much other than working and getting ready for school, and i am excited! i am sooooo bored doing nothing!

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:49:31 GMT

Hey Ya'll,

I have been here just busy, I went to the Y yesterday and got red as a cherry tomato, and now i am stiff and sore my arms, face and chest are red! but as of that I had so much fun swimming its the first time i have been all summer.

I have enrolled at butler and i am a full time student with 13 hrs and 5 classes all in the morning or afternoon.

Monday:General Psychology,Music appreation
Wednesday:English comp 101
Thursday:Student Connect, Human Sexuality

so i kind of have a light/hard schedule including work and BBBS and wanting somewhat of a social life. so i dont know how its really going to work out.

oh and i have a new piercing! my tragus...its the thing in the middle of your ear...it hurt like a bitch.

143 mummy

Later

*~Lily

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 22:16:33 GMT

I am officially single once again. but that dont bother me a bit... I was prepared, and expecting it. the only reason im mad is that I didn't end it on my terms....like I need to be treated better and not ignored! and other things.

work has been interesting. the other day I was walking in the back to put something in damaged and Andrew walked up next to me and yelled BOO in my ear I screamed and nearly hit him...but I realized who it was and we stared laughing, now he keeps sneaking up on me and tapping me on the shoulder and saying boo.

I now have a digital camera...bout time I know anyways I am having a blast with it. it is so much fun, not only does it take pictures it also records video... I have been recording pictures of Cheri,Smokey and Boris....thats how bored I am. I also got a new stereo with a 5 disc changer...yup my family are tech geeks this week.

well time for me to sign off

143 mum

Lily