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Interests: i love to write these poems and songs when i am desperate
Expertise: none?...well maybe some acting...pretty good at putting on a happy face


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Member Since: 4/12/2005

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

have you ever had something to say

but not have strength enough to stay

have you ever missed someone so

but you cant crawl out of the hole

have you ever wanted what's wrong

but your heart just has to stay strong

have you ever known what's right

but you have always put up a fight

have you ever been so lost in love

you ignore the voice from above

 

you taught me to smile
you taught me to fly
you taught me to look you
strait in the eye
you taught me to be the very best
the best i could ever be

and i just want to thank you
for saving me
to thank you
for setting me free
to thank you
for everything you are
and all you've done for me

when i'm with you
my fears are gone
when i'm with you
nothing can go wrong
your smile can melt me
down again
to what i truly am

CHORUS

You stayed with me
though it was hard
but now you see how happy we are
you know that i'll always be there for you
i'll be here to see you through

BRIDGE
you've changed my life
you've changed my heart
and i'm so glad you've been a part
of making me who i am

CHORUS

 

 

The morning after

The morning after pain everything is dull
when you first wake you dont remember
then a few minutes later you feel the feelings
from the night before
how alone you felt
but now the feelings are faint
vague, almost as if they dont exist
but they do...
you just accept they will stay
until there is a change
so you move on through the day
ignoring them, and pretending
putting on the mask of contentment
but there is always a nag
someday there will be no morning after
everything will be perfect
no crying...no dying...no pain
no more wondering why
until that day...
i just have to make the best of life
and put on a happy face
on the morning after

 

 

stop...stop will you just leave me ALONE!

 

bruised and broken on my floor

who will protect this lost child

watching the spinning decore

empty and left there in a pile

 

CHORUS

what man will protect me?

what man will never leave?

who will ever hold me tight?

or stand up for whats right?

what man can i ever run to?

whose trust will pull through?

what man will never hurt me?

what man will protect me?

 

this is what i am searching for

is someone to stand up for me

bruised and broken on my floor

pick me up whenever im in need

 

CHORUS

 

I LIVE

I live my life to serve you

you know my love is true

make my goal only to love

with forgiveness from above

i hope to make you proud

to hear the trumpet sound

I live my life to honor you

so you know my love it true

 

 

 

i'm still here for you

in my prayers and in my heart

i'm still here for you

i always want you to know that

i'm still here for you

so please just be there for me too

 

 

If you were gone who would kiss away my tears

who would chase away my fears

if you were gone who would be my main concern

wherever would i turn

if you were gone

 

can you get past all my scars

when you always had everything

and you get past my brokeness

when you've always been whole

can you always love who i am

even if who i am, is bruised and broken

can you get past all my scars

 

right now i just feel cold

and everything seems dark

i know things will turn out

but i hate seeing you hurt

seeing you cry kills me

tell me now can you see?

this is exactly why i kept quiet

this is exactly why i would cry

this is exactly why i was alone

this is exactly why i stayed cold

all the tears that i cry

i cry for you and them

i can't be there for you

except in all my love

and i hope that's enough

 

if i tell of you, i'll be stuck in a neverending mess

if i dont you'll eat away my heart until it's gone

and there's nothing left to serve my God with

the only one who gets me through it all

 

deep dark secrets in my heart

why did you have to be a part

of this young life i try to live

can't i let you out?

can't i tell of you?

only if i want my life to be broken

so you'll stay a friend by my side

my deep dark secret

I'm in a prison where i am the one with the key

i'm too scared of the alarm sounding to leave

how can i ever escape if i can't unlock the door

the door to my heart so everyone will know

why am i the hardest one to forgive in this?

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, September 06, 2005

well i got all that settled...and i'm pretty sure he still likes me...we'll just see what the future holds..


Sunday, September 04, 2005

so there's this guy i'm interested in...and i think he is too...but he got weird all the suddena and i'm not sure why...he keeps saying...i dont wanna hold you back...you deserve better...etc...but wait...WHAT?  talk about confusing...i guess that's not that big of a deal though, i mean i know it will be hard to find someone who can be what i need.  a girl needs standards...being 16 stinks huh?  anyways..another thing is the whole trying to be what God wants...its really hard to stay away from my struggles...and it's becoming really hard to know who i can trust...it seems i keep running into people who ruin relationships because of what looks like to me...a big misunderstanding...somehow i get stuck in the middle and i dont know what i'm doing...man i'm listening to a really good Christian CD...and i like this song..."i dont wanna fall away from you, but gravity is pullin me on down, i dont wanna fall away from you, gravity is pulling me to the ground"  isn't that so true, it seems like everything in this world is totally agianst us...and we are just stuck trying to pull against a force like gravity...


Friday, September 02, 2005

hey so...lately things have been pretty wierd...friendships going a-wall...not knowing how this year will turn out...not knowing where my life is headed now...i'm starting to really get scared...i dont even know what i'm supposed to be doing with my life...let alone how God can use it...oi vay i need some fresh air


Tuesday, August 30, 2005

i'm doing really sweet today too so i think i'm gonna get off read my bible...and get some ZZZZ's... God really is Great!  lol...yea ya know my self image is kinda taking a hit lately too...it seems like everyone is starting to get sick of my looks and i'm all like..well fine did i get ugly overnight or what?  hey i guess that works...whatever...i'll just have to know that God is the one that i should be gorgeous to!  ttyl...



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