hello all, here again wit another post! october is done and it was quite an eventful month i must say! many a bday was celebrated including mine, kaitlin's, greg's, and countless others...didnt kno october was such a popular month for bdays...went to orlando from the 21st thru 24th and damn i loved it! i wish i had the chance to spend a full week there...much love to faye for coming out and chillin and for my great bday gift! the wedding was really nice and universal studios rocked! i shall post some pics when i get the chance....also, i took one of the biggest risks in my life, one of the most significant events in my life as well...and i gotta say it really was a relief AND surprising cuz i really didnt expect myself to even do what i did....i am proud of myself, and so thankful for all the support from all you girls and guys! without yall i am lost! but yeah....that was really emotional for me...emotionally draining to finally put everything into words and to actually give it and let it out in the open for sure. it took a while to get to to this point, but it was well worth the wait, and DEFINITELY well worth the risk. yall kno im not normally a risk taker and that i dont fall often, and on the rare occassions when i do fall, i fall so deep (ive only fallen 3 times, this is one). its not that i was taking time to make sure of my feelings, cuz i had been so sure for the longest time, but it took so long cuz i really just needed to find myself, gather up the strength and courage, and really make sure i found the right words to get across everything perfectly. somethin like this dont happy everyday, and i realized that damn it, i need to do it now or do it never, and well im not gonna let a feelin this strong go to waste. its time to grow up and be a
man, not a boy anymore. whatever intial regrets i had are out the window cuz i wouldnt change a single thing that happened up to that point. no regrets, and no turning back now. everything i said was sincere and straight from the heart. the feelings wont fade, and i'll be here always..
theres a lil more to this all, but yall can call me on the cell and talk about it. im done.
okay okay enough sappy stuff, heres some pics:
chillin in the car (she was def high on somethin haha)
at universal studios (in front of NBA City)
smoke from my cigar blown into my case haha
pimpin it in the 2004 sebring convertible...damn that was nice
professional pic taken at the gates
just b4 entering
thats all folks! lets end it with some lyrics..
Ryan Cabrera - "True "
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true...
man this song is so significant to me right now...
